My girl friend of 5 years has no clue about me. She is 26 and I am going have to tell her about my secret. I am a submissive bisexual cross dressing sissy. Growing up I have always had a feminine side. I have a small cock and in high school gym showers was embarrassed about my size and plus I have male tits. I felt inferior to the other guys, everyone was much bigger than me. At 14 started to dress in my mom's things and loved the feeling. Then at age 15 my best buddy caught me dressed and I had to started sucking him off so he wouldn't tell anyone. At 20 had to go see a urologist because I had a infection. He seen the size of my cock and testicles and did a testosterone test. I had extremely low testosterone levels. He said it most likely was because of my underdeveloped testicles. He started giving me shots of testosterone. It made my hard-ons last longer and stay hard longer but didn't do any thing for me size. One thing it did do was made my tits bigger a side affect. At 22 got my own place started to dress all the time and stopped taking the shots. I would dress and have sex with older married guys. I stopped after I started dating my gf. I want to do it again but with her to. I am going to start telling her and hope she won't leave me. I just enjoy dressing and sucking cock and getting fucked hard.