Confession of obsession
My fantasy life has taken a turn toward a particular obsession: a librarian. I am balls deep in a decade+ relationship, but my brain doesn't seem to care enough to stop its self. The fantasies are getting in the way of my schoolwork and affecting me deeply. I long, sexually, for this librarian. Our ages are disparate and this person is not especially attractive in any particular way. Maybe I'm just sabotaging myself. What should I do?? Nothing, probably. What will I do?? I hope, nothing. I can't stop thinking about our future planned meeting in his office later this week. I'm going to be hella turned on, probably moist. I just want a little groping or fondling in the library, in his office... maybe a kiss. Is that so wrong?? Yes. Yes it is so very wrong.