Straight Female / 18
I messed up bad. My friend messed up and I tried to tell that stupid girl.
She had been bugging me for a long time to hit on her fiance and see if hed cheat. Finally I needed a huge favor from her. She agreed if Id do this stupid thing.
And so I text Stephan (and that is pronounced Steph on if you know him because he's from sweden and that would be important to know lol).
I already know that this was going to go bad. I love Kim but kim kind of looks like Val Kilmore in drag. These arent my words. Everyone always says that. I guess I am worse than they are. :-
He said all of the right stuff though. That he was engaged and wont cheat etc.
So I went home and after about 2 hours he started randomly texting me. The most random was of his dick which was huge. All of this time I cant help but think about THAT and not being able to help wondering why someone as hot and has that sexy accent was with someone not at all attracted. I was hating myself for thinking I could tell him what was going on and sleep with him and I just say he passed her stupid test.
But I was only fantasizing.
Until he knocked on my door.
He came in and sat on my couch. I did the worse thing. I betrayed my friend and told him.
Now he and I had a secret and thats how a bond starts. The second secret was the kiss. The third was that the kiss didnt stop the entire time we had sex. And tgey didnt just stsy on the lips.
Now I have a major problem because all I ever think about is how he maked me feel. And Kim is still pushing. She had me call him one day but that went well because we expected that one. She keeps leaving us alone together.
Stephan had to go to NY. He is older than us at 29 and so he has a job where he leaves sometimes.
She wants me to pick him up at the airport and tell him that she gad to work late and she wants me to make 'a heavy' move. She should never trust anyone to do this nevermind push them to. But I know shes not the bad guy.
And Im going to do all of this.
But she wants me to do that friday. Right now it is 3:45am wednesday. Stephans flight lands at 6:45. I am here already at the hotel waiting to leave to go get him and bring his sexy butt back here with me.
Kim thinks Im in conneticut with my Brother.
The biggest reason I feel so bad is that this is not something he and I will stop any time soon. The attraction is way too insane both ways. I didnt even want this. Now that I have had it I cant go back to boring sex with boys. Hes the first/only man whos made me orgasm. Ive always had to do it for them.
I guess it is what it is. I guess that when it comes to men and temptation women need to learn to not do that. And when the temptress gets as good as she gives it is a thing that becomes undeniable.
I really wish I had not needed the ride that day. I took a deal because I needed a favor that bad and now Im in this mess.
She had been bugging me for a long time to hit on her fiance and see if hed cheat. Finally I needed a huge favor from her. She agreed if Id do this stupid thing.
And so I text Stephan (and that is pronounced Steph on if you know him because he's from sweden and that would be important to know lol).
I already know that this was going to go bad. I love Kim but kim kind of looks like Val Kilmore in drag. These arent my words. Everyone always says that. I guess I am worse than they are. :-
He said all of the right stuff though. That he was engaged and wont cheat etc.
So I went home and after about 2 hours he started randomly texting me. The most random was of his dick which was huge. All of this time I cant help but think about THAT and not being able to help wondering why someone as hot and has that sexy accent was with someone not at all attracted. I was hating myself for thinking I could tell him what was going on and sleep with him and I just say he passed her stupid test.
But I was only fantasizing.
Until he knocked on my door.
He came in and sat on my couch. I did the worse thing. I betrayed my friend and told him.
Now he and I had a secret and thats how a bond starts. The second secret was the kiss. The third was that the kiss didnt stop the entire time we had sex. And tgey didnt just stsy on the lips.
Now I have a major problem because all I ever think about is how he maked me feel. And Kim is still pushing. She had me call him one day but that went well because we expected that one. She keeps leaving us alone together.
Stephan had to go to NY. He is older than us at 29 and so he has a job where he leaves sometimes.
She wants me to pick him up at the airport and tell him that she gad to work late and she wants me to make 'a heavy' move. She should never trust anyone to do this nevermind push them to. But I know shes not the bad guy.
And Im going to do all of this.
But she wants me to do that friday. Right now it is 3:45am wednesday. Stephans flight lands at 6:45. I am here already at the hotel waiting to leave to go get him and bring his sexy butt back here with me.
Kim thinks Im in conneticut with my Brother.
The biggest reason I feel so bad is that this is not something he and I will stop any time soon. The attraction is way too insane both ways. I didnt even want this. Now that I have had it I cant go back to boring sex with boys. Hes the first/only man whos made me orgasm. Ive always had to do it for them.
I guess it is what it is. I guess that when it comes to men and temptation women need to learn to not do that. And when the temptress gets as good as she gives it is a thing that becomes undeniable.
I really wish I had not needed the ride that day. I took a deal because I needed a favor that bad and now Im in this mess.
