I didnt get the raise and my new position because i worked so hard.
All the people i work with hate me for it.
But i cant go back to the way things were now.
I wish i could change jobs but the money is more than i could ever get elsewhere.
It really does feel like i've sold a peice of myself, im having sex with a 52 year old vice president.
and im getting paid 68,000 to basically travel around with him and eat in nice restaurants.