Straight Female / 18
i masturbate at least twice a day every day. when i wake up and when i do to bed, and frequently in bathroom stall at work, school, or the mall. i'm not into guys much because i'm just not ready. i like guys and all, but i am not wanting a relationship or the whole drama that guys will bring into my life until after i at least get my bachelors degree. so i rub and use my toys like crazy ever day.
this morning a good friend was over and we were talking about it, she thinks i should have bf's even though i'm not ready for that kind of complication in my life. one question she asked was if i had ever masturbated for anyone, i looked at her kind of funny and she said: "you know, given them a show." i told her i hadn't and she asked if i wanted to. if i was willing, then she was too. i thought about it for a second and told her ok.
i have only had sex with guys, but i do think women can be very sexy when they want to be. she and i stood across the room from each other and stripped for each other, then we both masturbated in full view of each other. after we both got off, she asked me if i had ever masturbated anyone else besides myself. i told her i had jacked a few guys off, but that was it. she told me no, not like that, just masturbated them and not make out. i told her no, i had not done that. she looked over and said: "do it for me."
i sat down by her and used a vibe on her clit, and at the same time she did the same for me.
after she and i both had a couple fantastic orgasms from the vibes, she looked over at me and told me: "i always knew you were really lesbian." she then got dressed, kissed me on the forehead and left.
i have been thinking about this all day. it really has me puzzled: am i really lesbian?? i didn't make out with her, i just held the vibe for her and she did the same for me. there was no kissing, or emotional attachment, just masturbation and release. if i am lesbian maybe that explains why i really don't have any problem not having sex, but then i don't have sex with women either because that would add much the same dynamic as having a bf would. i don't think i'm ready for that either.
this morning a good friend was over and we were talking about it, she thinks i should have bf's even though i'm not ready for that kind of complication in my life. one question she asked was if i had ever masturbated for anyone, i looked at her kind of funny and she said: "you know, given them a show." i told her i hadn't and she asked if i wanted to. if i was willing, then she was too. i thought about it for a second and told her ok.
i have only had sex with guys, but i do think women can be very sexy when they want to be. she and i stood across the room from each other and stripped for each other, then we both masturbated in full view of each other. after we both got off, she asked me if i had ever masturbated anyone else besides myself. i told her i had jacked a few guys off, but that was it. she told me no, not like that, just masturbated them and not make out. i told her no, i had not done that. she looked over and said: "do it for me."
i sat down by her and used a vibe on her clit, and at the same time she did the same for me.
after she and i both had a couple fantastic orgasms from the vibes, she looked over at me and told me: "i always knew you were really lesbian." she then got dressed, kissed me on the forehead and left.
i have been thinking about this all day. it really has me puzzled: am i really lesbian?? i didn't make out with her, i just held the vibe for her and she did the same for me. there was no kissing, or emotional attachment, just masturbation and release. if i am lesbian maybe that explains why i really don't have any problem not having sex, but then i don't have sex with women either because that would add much the same dynamic as having a bf would. i don't think i'm ready for that either.
