I am 25 years old and have a 10 month old daughter. My dream was always to have a complete family. I am with the father of my daughter but lately all I can think about is how I have lost all of my freedom. Not by having a child but by staying committed to the father. We have been together for 5 years now but the longer we are together the more I want to cheat on him. lately, I have gotten onto chat rooms and hope to fine someone to cyber with. I desperately want to cheat but I don't know if my heart will take it. I know my vagina will... Sometimes I day dream about going back to one of my previous boyfriends and letting them pound me. It makes my pussy wet and I desire it. I just miss the rush, the unknown, the fun.... maybe I'll have more. until then for now I masturbate thinking of everyone else