Straight Female / 26
I'm an only child. My parents pretty much ignored me. I lost my virginity at 12 to my 19 year old cousin. I just wanted to feel good. I did it with him enough to get comfortable with sex and began to enjoy male attention since I got none at home.
All through middle and high school I pretty much had one close friend. I was her best friend and she was mine. I spent a lot of time at her house from midway through 8th grade until my first year in college. I slept over a lot of nights and eventually became part of their family in a way. My parents didn't care. I think they were happy they didn't have to make me dinner most nights and I wasn't a bother to them. It started out as weekend sleepovers but before you knew it I practically lived there.
My friend was also an only child. Her mom worked nights as a nurse. At first her mom didn't want me there as much as I was. I liked it there better than at home so I did my best to integrate myself to her and her husband. I did dishes, helped cook, helped clean, made sure my friend and I did our home work and studied. I tried to keep the two of us out of trouble and eventually we both graduated with honors and went to college. I am a now a nurse and she is in grad school pursuing a law degree.
Way back though, my friend's dad used to drive me home on nights they wouldn't let me sleep over. We had personal talks on the ride where he would be very supporting and offer advice. After a few times, I started giving him hugs before I got out of the car. Then I started hugging him before bed on the nights I slept over. Then I started kissing his cheek. Then one night I kissed him goodnight on the lips. It was quick and he was nervous about it but I liked it a lot. I really felt close to him. After that I always gave him a kiss goodnight either in the car or on nights I slept over when my friend's mom was working. The kisses gradually became firmer and a little longer and he went along with it. He started hugging me close.
One night when I was over and my friend was already asleep, I went down to kiss him good night. I let my kiss linger and opened my mouth just enough to invite him to take it further. He didn't. I was a 16 years old and hadn't had sex for a couple of years but was ready to again. The next few times we were alone I kissed him the same way again. One night I felt his tongue enter my mouth and mine entered his. We made out like this for a few minutes before I felt his hands on my ass. We really made out after this. He exposed my breasts and sucked on them and I felt him through his pants. He slipped his hands into my pants and fingered and rubbed me until I came. Unfortunately he felt really guilty afterward and said we couldn't do that again. I told him that I wanted to have sex with him and told him that no matter what I would never tell. And I never have.
I knew I was on his mind. He tried to fight it but we made out again and again until one night in his car he took off my pants and ate me out. He enjoyed making me cum so much we did it again and again. One night he finally let me take out his dick and stroke him until he came. He felt so guilty we didn't do anything again for three months but when he finally broke down he let me suck his cock for him. His was my first one and I used my hand to make him cum.
A few months after my 17th birthday I pleaded with him to make love to me and he finally did. It became a regular thing for us until I went away to school. I feel bad now for getting between him and his wife. He feels bad for "taking my innocence", which I've assured him he didn't do, and he feels bad because he basically had an affair on his wife.
We stopped having sex the summer after my sophomore year. It wasn't any big decision. I just moved on and I think he was happy that I did so because his life could get back to normal. I was at their anniversary party last weekend and danced with him several times. We talked and I thanked him for everything he did for me because there's no way I would be where I am today if not for him. I also thanked his wife and apologized to her in a roundabout way telling her how sorry I was if my pretty much forcing my way into her family disrupted it in any way. We hugged and cried and all of us get along so well now that I'm very happy. I'm also thrilled that our indiscretions are going to stay a secret forever.
All through middle and high school I pretty much had one close friend. I was her best friend and she was mine. I spent a lot of time at her house from midway through 8th grade until my first year in college. I slept over a lot of nights and eventually became part of their family in a way. My parents didn't care. I think they were happy they didn't have to make me dinner most nights and I wasn't a bother to them. It started out as weekend sleepovers but before you knew it I practically lived there.
My friend was also an only child. Her mom worked nights as a nurse. At first her mom didn't want me there as much as I was. I liked it there better than at home so I did my best to integrate myself to her and her husband. I did dishes, helped cook, helped clean, made sure my friend and I did our home work and studied. I tried to keep the two of us out of trouble and eventually we both graduated with honors and went to college. I am a now a nurse and she is in grad school pursuing a law degree.
Way back though, my friend's dad used to drive me home on nights they wouldn't let me sleep over. We had personal talks on the ride where he would be very supporting and offer advice. After a few times, I started giving him hugs before I got out of the car. Then I started hugging him before bed on the nights I slept over. Then I started kissing his cheek. Then one night I kissed him goodnight on the lips. It was quick and he was nervous about it but I liked it a lot. I really felt close to him. After that I always gave him a kiss goodnight either in the car or on nights I slept over when my friend's mom was working. The kisses gradually became firmer and a little longer and he went along with it. He started hugging me close.
One night when I was over and my friend was already asleep, I went down to kiss him good night. I let my kiss linger and opened my mouth just enough to invite him to take it further. He didn't. I was a 16 years old and hadn't had sex for a couple of years but was ready to again. The next few times we were alone I kissed him the same way again. One night I felt his tongue enter my mouth and mine entered his. We made out like this for a few minutes before I felt his hands on my ass. We really made out after this. He exposed my breasts and sucked on them and I felt him through his pants. He slipped his hands into my pants and fingered and rubbed me until I came. Unfortunately he felt really guilty afterward and said we couldn't do that again. I told him that I wanted to have sex with him and told him that no matter what I would never tell. And I never have.
I knew I was on his mind. He tried to fight it but we made out again and again until one night in his car he took off my pants and ate me out. He enjoyed making me cum so much we did it again and again. One night he finally let me take out his dick and stroke him until he came. He felt so guilty we didn't do anything again for three months but when he finally broke down he let me suck his cock for him. His was my first one and I used my hand to make him cum.
A few months after my 17th birthday I pleaded with him to make love to me and he finally did. It became a regular thing for us until I went away to school. I feel bad now for getting between him and his wife. He feels bad for "taking my innocence", which I've assured him he didn't do, and he feels bad because he basically had an affair on his wife.
We stopped having sex the summer after my sophomore year. It wasn't any big decision. I just moved on and I think he was happy that I did so because his life could get back to normal. I was at their anniversary party last weekend and danced with him several times. We talked and I thanked him for everything he did for me because there's no way I would be where I am today if not for him. I also thanked his wife and apologized to her in a roundabout way telling her how sorry I was if my pretty much forcing my way into her family disrupted it in any way. We hugged and cried and all of us get along so well now that I'm very happy. I'm also thrilled that our indiscretions are going to stay a secret forever.
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