My long time bf was desperate to have sex with me. I wasn't ready yet but he pressured and pressured me. One night after we had been partying he started pushing and pushing and after I refused he started trying to talk me into anal sex instead. I finally said ok because I would still be a virgin. He took off my pants. He was so excited. He fingered my butt and got it really wet and tried to get it in a couple of times but he was having trouble and it hurt a lot. Just as it started feeling like he was about to penetrate me he stopped pushing and then I heard snoring. He fell asleep.

We broke up soon after. I met a new guy a week afterward who I started seeing. He was older and I felt more comfortable with him. He ended up being my first about a month after my ex bf and I broke up. My ex found out and was beyond mad at me. He made my life miserable about it for awhile.