perhaps its best if I do post this as fantasy although it is regretfully true and I would never do such a thing again. I once was heavy into drugs and my favorite was meth. The following incident took place on my 21st birthday last year. There was a party for me and maybe 10 guests of mostly close family and friends. I was home on break from college and my mom had put plenty of effort into celebrating my birthday. I am an only child and my dad is diseased. Mom had just recently turned 40 and we were always best of friends and very close. Mom had put up birthday posters and prepared great food of all sorts and a big red velvet cake with my name and HAPPY BIRTHDAY SON written on it. There was some drink flowing but I don't indulge in alcohol because the meth was my choice. Mom loves a little wine from time to time but hardly ever does she get drunk. At 40 she is still a very beautiful woman and goes to great lengths to keep her youthful looks. She works out all the time and runs track 6 days every week. Men gawk at her and she gets plenty of proposals but since dads death she doesn't even date. At some point just as the party was in full swing, with everyone enjoying the food, drink, and music-mom announced that she wasn't feeling so great and was going upstairs to her bedroom to rest for a while. I knew it was just the wine because she was a bit unsteady on her feet. Not stumbling around or acting silly or anything, just a little tipsy. After about an hour the party began to wind down and guests started leaving. I decided to go up and check on mom to make sure she was okay. I had just taken another hit of meth and saw that she appeared to be resting peacefully on her stomach and breathing evenly. I swear I had never had any lustful thoughts toward her even thought I knew she really was(and is still!) very beautiful. But maybe it was the meth some repressed thought- I began to get horny and I looked upon her. I knew that most, if not all the guest had already left and by heart started to race with wild thoughts. She was wearing white slacks and a thin blue sleeveless blouse. As I looked upon her I could see the gentle rise and fall of her buttocks moving in rhythm with her breathing. I thought my erection would burst out of my pants! I knew iI had to move fast if I was going to do anything so I quickly left her room and went to the basement to get some duct tape and too make sure everyone had left. Returning to her room I locked the door and hurriedly placed a strip of tape over her mouth and placing my knee into her back-covered her eyes with a bandanna, grabbed a pair of pantyhose and secured her wrists to the bed posters. She struggled and made muffled sounds. She tried to kick but I sat on her legs. She tried to buck me off her but she is a small woman and could do nothing at all. I allowed her to vent and squirm until she was exhausted and then unzipped the side zipper of her slacks. As I stripped her of them her panties came down with them and it surely was the most terrific ass I have ever seen! So shapely and her legs were perfect. I removed my pants and just sat there massaging her ass and rubbing my erection up and down the crack of her ass. As I forced her legs apart and my fingers lightly massaged and caressed her pussy she again tried to struggle. I knew that she would never suspect that it was me doing this and that I was sure of. I spread her legs annd stretched out on top of her. She was a spirited woman and still had plenty of fight left in her because she kept trying to bash my face with the back of her head. I simply nestled my face into the nape of her neck and kissed her the soft flesh. I reached under her a cupped a firm and ample breast in my palm and took the nipple between my fingers. Her breast was hot to the touch and I felt the racy beating of her heart. I couldn't resist moving downward and kissing her sweet pussy and parting the lips with my thumbs while darting my tongue inside her. This I did for a while and it did seem to calm her somewhat. She seemed to have gone into acceptance mode as I licked her pussy and could even sense a slight responsive tremor against my mouth as I licked and probed with my tongue. She was ever so slightly responding> I could feel the little movements and her increasing wetness. I could finally stand it no longer so I again lay atop her and positioned the head of my dick against her wet pussy lips and slowly and gently begin to enter her. I could tell it had been a long time since she had been fucked because although my dick is big-I'd not call it enormous-the entering was slow due to her tightness. When totally inside her I allowed her several moments to adjust to it before starting to slowly and deeply stroke it. Within a short time her ass was rising to match my every thrust and her breathing was coming in gasps. I wanted to make her cum and wanted us to cum at the same moment. She was grinding her ass now against my pelvis-trying to get every bit inside her. I came first and it just seemed to squirt out endlessly as it does when on meth. I knew when she reached orgasm because Her insides literally pulsated and convulsed on my dick and that caused me to start squirting inside her again. I knew I couldn't simply leave her tied to the bed and couldn't untie her right then so I went to my stash and took out a strong sleeping capsule and slid it inside her pussy and went downstairs to wait for it to take effect. After an hour I went back to her and she was sound asleep. So I unbound her and dressed her back as she was and went to my room and got in bed and pretended to sleep. I knew the capsule would wear off in a while so I waited... A few hours later I heard a knock on my door. She came in and asked how long had I been asleep. I told her that I went to bed right after she had went upstairs. I think she believed me but still there wass a slight flicker of doubt in her eyes.