Well my first experience with a man I was 35 I was already into gay porn and I would sneak into gay bars on the down low. That's where I met Marcus he was so attractive we had a few drinks and danced I was so nervous more afraid.I hid my secret for years. And I knew it was time to be me. So we went to his place he was a lot younger than me we went inside owe sat in the living room. He kissed me and I got so into it we were making out for a long time. I decided to go for it I unzipped his pants and this semi hard cock was so big I starting sucking his cock he could tell I was new to this but I did my best we went to his room and we both ripped our clothes off he lasted on top of me it was so hot he went down on me n an he could suck a cock I let him fuck me doggy style I have a thing getting it from behind I fucked loved it he was so good in bed. He was my first and my bf for a few years he made me realize I was always gay and not to be ashamed of my sexuality. He moved to new York after our break up im living with my partner we love each other I came out when I was 39 it was for the best it was to hard to hide my sexuality