My name is Jordan. I made the mistake of getting close to an older girl whose name is also Jordan but who likes to be called Jorr who lives across the street from me who had always been mean to me. She has tattoos and is popular and has a lot of boyfriends and once she started acting like my friend it made me feel good to kind of belong to her group. She let me hang out with her a few times, and helped me with my hair and how to dress sexy.

We had been hanging out for only about a month and I pretty much knew she was using me for money and rides and whatever. Then one night she talked me into stealing vodka from my house and we drank at her house. I felt uncomfortable because a bunch of her friends who were there weren't ever exactly nice to me. Unfortunately, I got drunk and fooled around with one of the guys. Then another guy joined in and the two of them were sucking my boobs and fingering me. My "friend" Jorr pulled me into the kitchen and basically egged me on to have sex with those guys but I didn't want to but I also wanted to fit in.

I didn't have sex with the guys but I did let them and Jorr talk me into licking her pussy while they watched. I don't know what I was thinking because it's the stupidest thing I've ever ever ever done. I felt stupid doing it and it wasn't fun but I went along. Jorr exposed herself and held my mouth on her while she grinded herself against my tongue until she finished. I licked her a little bit but she mostly did it herself. I don't like girls but of course I let her do whatever she wanted like I always do. She always makes me feel so small.

I felt really bad after. The guys thought it was great and that I was gonna fuck them but I ended up leaving and Jorr called me a baby and a slut and even though we still hang out I never feel that comfortable but I like people knowing I'm her friend.