I am a generally straight married man. Wife has little interest in sec and love her still, so will not leave.

I didn't like the idea of cheating on her with another woman so I began reading and watching gay pen about 2 years ago. You could say I brainwashed myself into being able to have a gay encounter.

I finally did it two days ago.

I met him on a website that sets up sec hookups for older gay men. We chatted a little and meet near his home.

At his place we quickly stripped and then I sucked his cock.

Wouldn't you know it?? I'm a dammed natural born cock sucker.

I played that instrument like it was part of an orchestra.

I even loved it when he started to leak precum into my mouth.

When he got close I started to finger his asshole and he came like firehouse. Next visit he's going to fuck my ass and I may even let him do it without a rubber.