Dated a lot of white guys in school, called me an oreo. At Morgan state I dated brothers only. It was a disaster for me. None really turned me on and sex was just a fucking. Was zero passion and just an act. Yet when I took one home my parents were happy. Dad told me how proud he was to see the same color in my life. I needed to stay close to the roots we have.
I have no idea what he is talking about. The guy I took home was busted for dealing drugs a month later. He ask me to bail him out of jail.
I stopped dating anyone for fear the brothers would beat up any white guy on campus. That's not tolerated much there. Few of the wiggers are ok, but most are looked at as jokes. I don't want some wigger in my life. I want to better my self. I want pretty kids and a man I can trust.

Think I have found the perfect guy and have been living at his apartment for almost a year. Parents are pushing me to come back home, "Bring your boyfriend" I worry my hood brother will want to attack him. I bet Andy would kick my brother ass. He works out and had a great body. We have passionate sex, he loves my body and treats me like a queen.

just worried my daddy will call me a damn Oreo again. Don't want no mixed kids around here he said. If Andy would marry me I would have a child, see how daddy would take that. I know mom would be ok with it. She dated a white man before daddy. Her mom made her not see him anymore and put the child up for adoption. my daddy has no idea about this. Mom Mom told me before she died.