Straight Female / 25
I have known I was a lesbian since I was in the seventh grade. That is when I first had sex with a woman, she was my music teacher, and we stayed together for four years. We finally had to break up because it was getting too difficult and confusing. Breaking up was the hardest thing that ever happened to me. About a year later I met this girl who worked as a cashier at Target and she started taking me out and got me into bed with her. We were pretty much perfect for each other and when I moved out of my mother's house I moved in with her. What I did not know is that she was having sex with this man. She isn't bi or anything like that, she had sex with him because he was giving her money for rent. She always went over to his house and they had sex there. It upset me that she was having sex with him, but without the money we couldn't pay rent so that continued. I had to learn to live with that.
One day she told me that she had told him about me and he wanted to try me to see if I was any good. She told him that she could have me, but he had to give her more money. When she told me I was really angry about her giving me up to him and told her I was not going to go there. But saying something and being able to do something are not the same, and she put me in the car and took me over to him and told him he could have me and she would come back later to pick me up.
He was very hard on me because I would not cooperate with him. I told him I was a lesbian and I was not into men, but that didn't matter to him, he wanted me because I was a virgin. When he found out that I wasn't on the pill he got really excited at the idea that he could get me pregnant. By the time my girlfriend got back I wasn't a virgin any more. He told her that he wanted to keep me there for a couple of days and to come back for me the following Wednesday. For the next two days he had sex with me five times. He had figured out that I was right in the middle of my fertile period and he was dead set on getting me pregnant. When Wednesday came and my girlfriend came back for me, he told her that he was going to keep me for the rest of the week. She could stay if she wanted but he was going to keep me there.
My girlfriend stayed. Once he was convinced that I was pregnant, although we really couldn't tell he told her that instead of paying for our rent we should move in with him because he didn't want me wandering around. He wanted me where he could keep an eye on me. Just as he wanted I was pregnant. We lived with him and he got me pregnant three times in five years, and my last pregnancy I had twin girls. My girlfriend at first didn't want to get pregnant, she wasn't into that, but when my twins were born she changed her mind and then she had two of her own.
When I went over there I did not know that I was going to end up spending my life with a man and not only having one baby but four. Getting pregnant changed me from being a lesbian to being straight. With my girlfriend we just both became involved in living together and although we hugged and kissed and we would sleep together when he went out of town, we both pretty much went straight and got into having our babies and living a normal woman life.
I don't think I was ever truly a lesbian, although when I was with my teacher I pretty much was. I am a straight woman now, and only really have sex with him, like it should be.
One day she told me that she had told him about me and he wanted to try me to see if I was any good. She told him that she could have me, but he had to give her more money. When she told me I was really angry about her giving me up to him and told her I was not going to go there. But saying something and being able to do something are not the same, and she put me in the car and took me over to him and told him he could have me and she would come back later to pick me up.
He was very hard on me because I would not cooperate with him. I told him I was a lesbian and I was not into men, but that didn't matter to him, he wanted me because I was a virgin. When he found out that I wasn't on the pill he got really excited at the idea that he could get me pregnant. By the time my girlfriend got back I wasn't a virgin any more. He told her that he wanted to keep me there for a couple of days and to come back for me the following Wednesday. For the next two days he had sex with me five times. He had figured out that I was right in the middle of my fertile period and he was dead set on getting me pregnant. When Wednesday came and my girlfriend came back for me, he told her that he was going to keep me for the rest of the week. She could stay if she wanted but he was going to keep me there.
My girlfriend stayed. Once he was convinced that I was pregnant, although we really couldn't tell he told her that instead of paying for our rent we should move in with him because he didn't want me wandering around. He wanted me where he could keep an eye on me. Just as he wanted I was pregnant. We lived with him and he got me pregnant three times in five years, and my last pregnancy I had twin girls. My girlfriend at first didn't want to get pregnant, she wasn't into that, but when my twins were born she changed her mind and then she had two of her own.
When I went over there I did not know that I was going to end up spending my life with a man and not only having one baby but four. Getting pregnant changed me from being a lesbian to being straight. With my girlfriend we just both became involved in living together and although we hugged and kissed and we would sleep together when he went out of town, we both pretty much went straight and got into having our babies and living a normal woman life.
I don't think I was ever truly a lesbian, although when I was with my teacher I pretty much was. I am a straight woman now, and only really have sex with him, like it should be.
