When I was locked up in mental wards I always wanted to get fucked by the staff. Especially when I was restrained. And sedated. That's why I loved getting restrained. That way I could fantasize about being raped as I drift off. I wish I had been a patient for a long time. At least then I could live out my fantasy. Even when I had roommates I'd fantasize about having them knock me out and rape me. Granted they'd be with other girls. I'm aware that it's not rape if I'd want it regardless I'd welcome the idea.