I was out with my small usual group of friends for drinks one afternoon, and one of my female friends brought along a girl friend. I had apparently met her before, but didn't remember her. As the afternoon wore on (I only had 3 beer all afternoon), I found myself becoming more and more attracted to her. Conversation topics were all over the place that day...mortgages, new jobs and job hunting, video games...you name it, we probably discussed it. One of the topics I happen to be somewhat of an authority on, and this "new woman" ended up moving over and sitting beside me for quite awhile. I originally thought nothing of it when she pressed her thigh against my leg, but found myself growing more and more attracted to her. She sat next to me like that, thigh pressed against my leg, and perhaps a little bit lying back towards me (there was still a respectable distance between us). Nothing happened that day, but I haven't been able to get her out of my head. I've thought about her day and night since then, and have often masturbated to thoughts of her. I've spoken with her a couple of times on Facebook, but I've found it extremely difficult to not be a creeper with her; I really don't want to scare her off or turn her off from me. She has been the object of my desire, and I don't want to ever end.

I'm 42, she's 35. I don't know if she's single. I've been married for 20 years.