I don't know where to start. How about just saying I want to fuck the brains out of my co-worker. That's an understatement. When I first met him a few weeks ago, I looked the other way. But actually working with him and talking to him... I don't know, there's something there it feels like. I feel like I'm crazy though?? I'm an adult, but I feel like a kid still. Probably because he's ten years older than me. Whoops. But honestly, I know myself well enough, and I know it's not my "crazy hormones". Am I crazy for wanting him?? He's sexy yes, but for me to be attracted to someone they need looks, but not just those. They need depth. A real person with a good sense of humor and a personality that can keep up with mine. And he has it all. Should I just ignore my crush?? Our relationship would most likely not be allowed, but honestly if I could just fuck him I would be content. So here's where you guys come in... I know it's hard to tell, but if anything I say gives any sign of his interest or uninterest, help a girl out. There isn't much I can say, it's more like you have to be there to know. But I'll give it a try. When we talk, our eyes are locked and it's intense. I feel like every word we say is dripping with tension. He always stands close, closer than probably appropriate, and he often finds time to brush up against me or to touch me in some light way. We flirt, it's true, but it's all basically innocent stuff I do with a lot of men, nothing too intense. There was a time where I used the F word and he told me to only use it as a verb, when it means something, and me being an idiot I pretended to not understand what he meant and he told me he'd explain but only when we were both off the clock. I never inquired about it off the clock, but I continuously bug him about it while we work, earning me a bit of kind frustration. This stuff all gives me a bit of hope. But here's the part that I don't like. Sometimes when we're with others, he treats me like I'm inferior and doesn't act how he does when it's me and him alone. Sometimes he will still flirt and stuff, but often times he's rude. Okay, that's all I've got so bring it on. Please no hate for wanting to bang an older guy, it's just my type honestly. Please feel free to be honest however, I would rather know what others truly think rather than believing something that isn't true. If you want more details, I'll sure give them if possible! Thanks for reading :)