sometimes I read gay sex and threesome things on here with older men fucking one woman and men having cock up their ass etc and feel turned off sex hearing these stories

I seriously struggle with bestial sex understanding men or women wanting to have sex with dogs or horses or cows or sheep etc. its just gross and unsexy.

sometimes my mother gives of lesbian signals at me and pushes over towards me that makes me near puke my guts out.

I feel like I have never stopped living a day past 31 or 15 deep down inside of me I am still an innocent confused teen or a flamboyant shy rape victim of 31

I feel alone and can't talk to people about my problems but more and more I feel unearthed by sex and less wanting to experience it.

as soon as I think of sex I get terrible migraines and feel faint. is this normal?? I don't know. I am horny a lot but find different things horny then all this animal sex and ass sex with men.

I feel weird that I am not sexually turned on by most things I hear people talking about.

sure I did feel a little horny when a guy fucked a girl loud for me to notice but he did it too much I find it boring and turned off him. And I admit that lesbian sex sounds half ok in some situtions and two men pleasuring me sounds good depending on who they are.

I even felt horny when a guy was describing his wife fucking their dog and the dogs dick knotting process and how he ties her up for the dog to mount her and torture her.... but I only felt horny by my own sense of my clit knotting bigger not the dogs.

then there is kid sex. I dont think its right or moral and cant relate to men fucking a kid to make a grown woman jealous or to titillate her.

am I weird??

I get horny in the breasts a lot with big tits and like them rubbed in the shower softy but just as often get turned off and when I do get turned off I get migraines and feel nausea and ill... its as if something makes me feel physically disgusted by some sex acts

I just can't imaging having a dog or camel or zebras dick in my c**t and the cum in there as well... so gross as vomit hell.

why am I not turned on by seeing bestiality ?? I think two women trying to get a gorilla or giraffe to fuck them is so gross and abusive it makes me ill thinking of it.

I am more turned on by a man saying to me horny dirty stuff during sex like "oh baby its great to be back in the saddle again" or singing "on top of old smoking" or "ride a cock horse to cranberry cross" LOL or some shit then watching dogs fucking women or men fucking female dogs or sheep, and I don't want to have loud sex with 3 men in a dumpster in a train station car lot.

I am more turned on by situational sexy sex ... and feeling horny by other things... like having sex in a public toilet or elevator.

I want to make love in a war zone in a tent or be having sex in a old hotel in a dark foreign country with our 1 year old baby watching and the hubby saying "he is getting tips on how to make love to a woman from his daddy, it won't hurt him to see us make love" or making love near where parents can hear and feeling erotic naughtiness or tabboo sex with step fathers or older step brothers...

I don't get off on hurting people and making someone jealous or envious, I find that very unsexy and a turn off.