i am a gay male crossdresser . i have been before puberty . whenever i was 12 i bought my first lingerie bra and panties sets as well as a dress or two they felt soo comfy too . that same year i had my first sexual experience with my first boyfriend wich ill never forget it was romantic . when i was 13 my parents came home and cought me wearing a blue dress and panties and a blue bra and my moms red high heels . wich they didn't approve of thought it was just a teenage faze . as my teenage yrs went on i still loved being a gay male crossdresser . i just had to hide it because everybody in my family accept for my mother hates gay male crossdresser like myself and same sex lovers as myself . i have always had my own lingerie bra and panties and dresses with the help of my mother who is my only support who accepted me being a gay male crossdresser . i just came out to her 5 months ago . she accepted me and dresses me up on certain occasion s . we even go shopping together as mother daughter for almost everything clothes makeup panties bras dresses panty hose lipsticks lingerie everything . the rest of my family hates and disowned me but thats their problems aleast i am not living in a world of lies. i am 29 know looking for my same sex cd better half to settle down with .