I masturbate almost constantly. I am from a very religious family and masturbation is wrong. Sex is meant for a husband and wife and only for procreation. I am a virgin and have never even kissed a boy. I didn't even really think about sex until I overheard two girls at school talking about it and suddenly I found I was horny. I went home and touched myself but the horniness didn't go away. I started masturbating between classes, during bathroom breaks at work, and any chance I had for a moment alone. When that wasn't enough I discovered I could make myself cum if I squeezed my thighs together a bit until I was wet and then squeeze them together and bounced one of my legs. I was on my way to church when I figured that out, and my sister, my mother, and my father were in the car. I closed my eyes and pretended to take a nap while I came but the orgasm was so intense I could barely keep it hidden. Now I find that the orgasm is better if I masturbate with people around me who don't know it's going on. I woke up two hours ago, have class in an hour, and I've already masturbated three times. When I get to class I'll masturbate again and have an orgasm while the professor gives his lecture, surrounded by cute boys who have no idea what I'm doing.

I don't feel very normal but I can't seem to stop. It seems harmless though, so I'm not sure I need to.