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When I Was A Kid
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Straight Female / 42
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My childhood started with a divorce of my parents at age 4. My mother who wasted the money my father made while becoming a whore. She brain washed me about his love and care. While blocking him from visits for almost 5 years.
My married half sister had children my age, so mom left me there. She had no idea if I am home or at my sisters. I phoned my sister to fix me dinner one night, around 11pm. Mom left the house and me there alone at age 6. I was watching tv in my room alone.
I had three other older sister who lived with moms previous husband. Mom made them come back home and help watch me. had seen them at Christmas only and not so nice to me. They picked on me and used me for jokes. By age nine I learned the system, be quiet and don't ask questions. if dad gave me money, hide it or loose it. The youngest of the sisters age 14 had a lot of friends. one was a closet lesbian girl. She would sneak in my room when others thought she left. No one came to my room, so she had all the time she needed. She molested me many times. Happened so often I thought it was what all girls did. Great pains to prefect how she wanted me to pleasure her. How long and just fine details of how to suck the clitoris. For a kid my age this was pleasure and for the first time I had a friend. She would spend hours watching shows with me. when she spent the night she slept in my room.
Found out later my half sister knew what she was doing. Thought it was funny.
I went to private school and my sisters to public. Uniform and the bible with lots of home work. I got no help from them. Mom was absent most of the time now, She washed out of the money dad left her. He paid child support for me, but she used that for everyone. I did not care, he gave me spending money. My new friend was Stephie, I could spend the weekend at her house or her at mine. We were very close. She got my know my sisters friend as well. So she got molested, she trained us how to preform oral sex on each other as well. I must admit the molestation was wrong, but I did and still enjoy oral sex. My husband gets a very nice blow job.
When oldest half sister got pregnant and her boyfriend married her. he was a piece of shit, he blocked me in the bathroom and made me blow him to get out. I told mom, you lie she told me. Some time later he pushed me on the bed, he fingered me and sucked my breast, I was a virgin so he did not penetrate me, he did lube my legs and bub his cock between my ass cheeks and legs. Shot off on my breast and laughed.
it will not hurt you, your lucky I did not pop your cherry.
mom spanked me when I told her this one. Stop telling lies, She forced me to spend the weekend with them. She had a date. I got another of those titty fucks, forced to blow him few more times. he told my half sister, go to the store and get us some smokes and some beer. While she was gone he held me down and did this again. He shot his load on my chest and my sister came home. I ran out and told her what happened. I showed her the cum on my tits and body.
Was the last time I went there. No police call she let this pervert survive.
I saved up $200 and I paid two men to beat him up. Not to say my name and not tell him way, just to beat him up. They ask why, I told them he molested me. So he got some extra treatment, like the broken ribs and the kicks in the nuts. Everyone treated him like a war hero after. I got a good feeling from this. Made my mind up of he touched me again I would pay them to kill him, or rape him. Never touched me and acted real nice to me after.
His wife and my half sister took me to the carnival, hooked me up with a guy almost twenty five years old; me 14 at the time. My half sister told her, fuck her if you can get her in your car. might do her some good. My friend heard this and told me. I got a ride home with her mom and dad. I ask her about this years later, she denied this completely.
I met a great guy by age 19 and he was 28. I married him and we have a boy and a girl. My children have no idea the life I lived, have provided a stable home and good life for them. My husband is a loving father and wonderful husband. he knows all of this and several things more. I don't see my family and have not for a long time. My older half sister and I talk by phone some time.
My childhood started with a divorce of my parents at age 4. My mother who wasted the money my father made while becoming a whore. She brain washed me about his love and care. While blocking him from visits for almost 5 years.
My married half sister had children my age, so mom left me there. She had no idea if I am home or at my sisters. I phoned my sister to fix me dinner one night, around 11pm. Mom left the house and me there alone at age 6. I was watching tv in my room alone.
I had three other older sister who lived with moms previous husband. Mom made them come back home and help watch me. had seen them at Christmas only and not so nice to me. They picked on me and used me for jokes. By age nine I learned the system, be quiet and don't ask questions. if dad gave me money, hide it or loose it. The youngest of the sisters age 14 had a lot of friends. one was a closet lesbian girl. She would sneak in my room when others thought she left. No one came to my room, so she had all the time she needed. She molested me many times. Happened so often I thought it was what all girls did. Great pains to prefect how she wanted me to pleasure her. How long and just fine details of how to suck the clitoris. For a kid my age this was pleasure and for the first time I had a friend. She would spend hours watching shows with me. when she spent the night she slept in my room.
Found out later my half sister knew what she was doing. Thought it was funny.
I went to private school and my sisters to public. Uniform and the bible with lots of home work. I got no help from them. Mom was absent most of the time now, She washed out of the money dad left her. He paid child support for me, but she used that for everyone. I did not care, he gave me spending money. My new friend was Stephie, I could spend the weekend at her house or her at mine. We were very close. She got my know my sisters friend as well. So she got molested, she trained us how to preform oral sex on each other as well. I must admit the molestation was wrong, but I did and still enjoy oral sex. My husband gets a very nice blow job.
When oldest half sister got pregnant and her boyfriend married her. he was a piece of shit, he blocked me in the bathroom and made me blow him to get out. I told mom, you lie she told me. Some time later he pushed me on the bed, he fingered me and sucked my breast, I was a virgin so he did not penetrate me, he did lube my legs and bub his cock between my ass cheeks and legs. Shot off on my breast and laughed.
it will not hurt you, your lucky I did not pop your cherry.
mom spanked me when I told her this one. Stop telling lies, She forced me to spend the weekend with them. She had a date. I got another of those titty fucks, forced to blow him few more times. he told my half sister, go to the store and get us some smokes and some beer. While she was gone he held me down and did this again. He shot his load on my chest and my sister came home. I ran out and told her what happened. I showed her the cum on my tits and body.
Was the last time I went there. No police call she let this pervert survive.
I saved up $200 and I paid two men to beat him up. Not to say my name and not tell him way, just to beat him up. They ask why, I told them he molested me. So he got some extra treatment, like the broken ribs and the kicks in the nuts. Everyone treated him like a war hero after. I got a good feeling from this. Made my mind up of he touched me again I would pay them to kill him, or rape him. Never touched me and acted real nice to me after.
His wife and my half sister took me to the carnival, hooked me up with a guy almost twenty five years old; me 14 at the time. My half sister told her, fuck her if you can get her in your car. might do her some good. My friend heard this and told me. I got a ride home with her mom and dad. I ask her about this years later, she denied this completely.
I met a great guy by age 19 and he was 28. I married him and we have a boy and a girl. My children have no idea the life I lived, have provided a stable home and good life for them. My husband is a loving father and wonderful husband. he knows all of this and several things more. I don't see my family and have not for a long time. My older half sister and I talk by phone some time.
