I think I'll literally die a virgin,cause I feel so sick so weak feeling I'm gonna faint any time soon been on a bunch of doctors didn't find anything wrong with me despite the fact that I can't even get up sometimes in the morning I feel powerless and always think that I may suffer from a terible condition because I feel so sick phisically don't have the strength anymore to go on.I cry most of the nights because I'll die alone without being with any man and I'm asking God what did I do to deserve such a sad faith I didn't do anything wrong to be sick and single all my life...ughh I'm a good warm-hearted woman,I'm not ugly either but I always was busy with school didn't have time for dating and so I am now feeling sick and alone...forever alone.I feel devasted and my soul hurts so much.