Sex is nice and satisfying for me; yet I feel I am missing something. In collage I had some fun sex and some experimental sex. My room mate was not the best looking and had no calls or dates. She told me of being a virgin all her life. I ask if she has sex with a female?? if she would try it?? She was pretty open to anything. I worked up my courage with some alcohol, I attacked her.
Was exciting for me, I took control of her and enjoyed it. I used a banana in a condom between my legs and fucked her. Shocking for me to type this, I don't use words like this any more. She wanted to do me, I had her suck my pussy and the banana. What a wild time we had. She and I synced up and period time we both got very horny. So right after we had our week of sex.
When I returned home and started teaching, I met my now husband. he was an associate minister at the time. worked with youth and seemed to be a great guy. Had the authority in his voice and power I like. We had sex three times before we got married. he did me nice each time. Had the body and ample equipment I could be satisfied with. I married him and not sorry I did it.
I always wanted to try a three some with another woman. Would do a swingers party if allowed. I look at a woman at work and just think of her as my husband gives me oral sex. If she and he only knew how bad I want her. Want the three of us in a hotel room. Want me husband to masturbate while I violate this woman. it will never happen. I have spoken with my husband about many things. He is strictly against this.
My desires for wild week end sex will not happen.
If he ever dies I will do something.


