Growing up in the South, there was a lot of racism and didn't have many African American friends. I live in a large West Coast city now, happy to leave all that behind. Plenty of things turn me on, but I can't help but have such a huge fetish for African American women. Part of me wonders if it being taboo growing up has given me such a thing for it, or if I'm just genuinely attracted to them. I have a fulfilling relationship with a caucasian girl, but almost every time I watch porn, I watch black girls, ideally with white guys; even if I watch other videos, I always like to finish it with those kind. When I meet them in real life, I get nervous and often think about wanting to have sex with them. I would love to see the contrast of colors as our bodies are pushed up on each other. I'm strongly against misogyny, but I can't help getting so turned on by black women's bodies. I love the different shades of their assholes, and especially bright pink vaginas with the surrounding black lips. If given the chance, I would definitely fuck one, or be used by one, or anything. It drives me crazy, and I love it.