Had a strong sexual desire early in my childhood. At 9 I had masturbated and inserted many things in my self. One of the biggest was a boy who worked for my dad. I purposely let him find me fingering my self in a truck bed. I ask him to watch, and ask him to stick it in me. I guess the temptation was far to much for him. He got in the truck bed with me, with in a few minutes I had my first ejaculate inside me. That just made me more excited and driven. a Relative age 12 gave me pleasure. he was the first I preformed oral sex on. I did not care for the taste, but did like the excitement. We had sex, well I guess he penetrated me, I got nothing from it. He had finished with in a few strokes. I worked with him at every chance, he was a dud. Could not last longer than a few seconds.
The following summer I had turned 10 and this boy had turned 17. he got worried and refused to help me. I wrote a letter to my dad, telling how he had sex with me. Included what he penis looked like. I let him read it, he soon found s soft spot in his heart for me, and erection for me to enjoy. he entered me many times that summer. I ask him to help my younger relative last longer. he wanted no part of that. Would not admit to anyone he had been with me.
He did not return the next summer, my dad hired an older Mexican man. I don't think he could have sex due to health. I offered sex and a blow job with out strings, He would not drop his pants for me. he told my dad I had made an offer, dad told me to stay away from him, he does not understand English well. I got past that one.
Our Drug store had a lunch counter and the druggist loved children. He let me stay with him while my mom shopped. In his office he ask to see my panties. He had no idea who and what I was. I dropped my panties and spread my vagina lips. He ask to see up close, He laid me on his desk, he gave me the most memorable oral sex of my life time. The orgasm on part with a drug addicts first high.. I ask him to screw me, NO NOT THAT. He did ask if I had been with a man yet,
I visited this store many times, never penetrated me but did give me nice oral. I offered him oral sex, he waited until I had past me 12th birthday. Finally he let me give him a blow job. He sat at his desk and turned me upside down. Legs spread as he licked my vagina and I sucked the head of his penis. I had an orgasm and got a little loud, he stopped and got me dressed. he told me how bad he wanted pictures of me, yet he never took any. He did get my school picture each year. My family got special prices and treated like true family.
I played hooky at school with a boy and hid in the woods near the park. The boy was 14 and I was 13. he ask if he could take my cherry, I said yes. he had no idea. I faked like it hurt, I just remembered the 16 year old stretching me to a man size penis, it was an easy fake. he looked for the blood, I told him a horse riding accident must have torn it. He was my first and he was amazing. he was not, It took us six times before he could last long enough for my orgasm. That was memorable only.
In high school I turned on, I dated a guy at my school. He was athletic and had stamina. We had good sex but mostly him slamming me thinking that was all I wanted. At his thanksgiving dinner I talked with his uncle. He was mid 40's and I had turned 17. He became the man I enjoyed the most. He was a good lover. he could give quality and quantity. Though the 16 year old had a much larger penis, he pleasured me every time. I got mine and multiple many times.
He ask my sex life and I told him everything. He knew my dad and had an offer to work for him. he would have replaced the teen boy. That would have been wonderful. he told me he would not have done me so young. I told him I would have manipulated him into doing so or else.
I marred at age 23 to a nice guy. He drinks some on the weekend, but he is a good provider. In the home and in the bedroom. I had lunch with mom and told her most of my story, I ask mom did you have these feeling at a young age?? She had but had kept her self from having sex with men. She managed by her own hands.
I have a 6 year old. She will not keep her fingers out of it. Have torn off diapers panties. tried socks on her hands and still she rubs her self with toys. I will take steps to keep my daughter from doing what I did. I will also talk with her when she is ready.
I do not regret anything I did, Including the disgusting things I did not talk about. I enjoyed every moment including the druggist.