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When I Was A Kid
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Straight Female / 49
Mom told me she was looking for a new husband, my brother could watch me. So he and I laid on the sofa and watched TV until 11. I was 8 and he was 12. I messed my self and he had to wash me up one night. So I laid on the bathroom floor. He washed and dried me off and told me to go lay on the sofa. he washed his hands and got a flash light and a cloth. he spread my coochie and looked for waste. When he wiped it I jumped, DID I HURT YOU?? no it fells funny. Do it again. he did and i giggled. When he finished he sat down and I put my head in his lap. He put his arm on me and i hugged it. I touched my clitoris and it feel funny but good. Do it again please. No, do for me please. he did it to shut me up. Finally he masturbated me with out knowing it. I had a slight orgasm and went silent. he got worried he had hurt me. Got scared, are you OK?? yes and I hugged his arm and balled up. he insisted I answer him are you ok?? Yes, I just feel all funny inside. bad?? No its good.
We had no porn and no adult movies. But some shows showed men and woman having sex, Movies we watched on weekends on HBO. Most nights I got him to masturbate me. I found him jerking off one night. I had to see that.
Some years later we had moved onto masturbating and some oral sex. he wanted to have sex so bad his belly was hurting. he told me he had cramps. I ask if he wanted me to suck it?? no I need something else. He was 16 by now. He wanted sex, not oral but real sex. he refused to penetrate me, though I begged him many times. I wanted to feel a cock in me. he refused to take my virginity.
I flushed the toilet and saw my crap. That was the size of his dick, put it up there. I would not bleed. he did not want that, I ask him to try. and then I begged.
as he did when I was young, he did what I ask. I was excited that I could experience this. he tried and it was to tight. I said butter gets a tight ring off, that will work.
So my brother put his buttered up cock up me. It was not painful, a little tight but not painful at all. I guess my desire and my want for this helped. I gasp and rubbed my clotiris as he slowly went in and back. he gained speed and finally climaxed. I could feel his spunk in me. Was warm and so strange feeling. He pulled out and and sat there. I said do it again, do it now. I am not hard, give me time. I jerked him some and he was ready to play. Right back in me and now I laid there as he suckled my breast and could feel this moving in and out of me. I will NEVER in my life forget that feeling.
Loosing my virginity to my boyfriend and the countless house he screwed me, none like that night and not a feeling so heightened to me. We did this nine times before he worried he may do some damage to me. I begged him to take my virginity, he refused every time.
We are both married and I have children. We have a special memory we share. he and I talked about it last weekend. He said he would be put in jail today. I told him I would do it all over again. I enjoyed all of it. he had feeling he had abused me. I say today I forced him.
We had no porn and no adult movies. But some shows showed men and woman having sex, Movies we watched on weekends on HBO. Most nights I got him to masturbate me. I found him jerking off one night. I had to see that.
Some years later we had moved onto masturbating and some oral sex. he wanted to have sex so bad his belly was hurting. he told me he had cramps. I ask if he wanted me to suck it?? no I need something else. He was 16 by now. He wanted sex, not oral but real sex. he refused to penetrate me, though I begged him many times. I wanted to feel a cock in me. he refused to take my virginity.
I flushed the toilet and saw my crap. That was the size of his dick, put it up there. I would not bleed. he did not want that, I ask him to try. and then I begged.
as he did when I was young, he did what I ask. I was excited that I could experience this. he tried and it was to tight. I said butter gets a tight ring off, that will work.
So my brother put his buttered up cock up me. It was not painful, a little tight but not painful at all. I guess my desire and my want for this helped. I gasp and rubbed my clotiris as he slowly went in and back. he gained speed and finally climaxed. I could feel his spunk in me. Was warm and so strange feeling. He pulled out and and sat there. I said do it again, do it now. I am not hard, give me time. I jerked him some and he was ready to play. Right back in me and now I laid there as he suckled my breast and could feel this moving in and out of me. I will NEVER in my life forget that feeling.
Loosing my virginity to my boyfriend and the countless house he screwed me, none like that night and not a feeling so heightened to me. We did this nine times before he worried he may do some damage to me. I begged him to take my virginity, he refused every time.
We are both married and I have children. We have a special memory we share. he and I talked about it last weekend. He said he would be put in jail today. I told him I would do it all over again. I enjoyed all of it. he had feeling he had abused me. I say today I forced him.
