I met the man of my dreams a month ago, we started dating and everything is great. Only problem is I have herpes and I didn't tell him. On our first date, I had an outbreak and r insisted on sex. I tried to turn him down but I couldn't. He was too perfect and so convincing. I didn't even suggest a condom. I think he caught it. He randomly decided to go to the doctors yesterday with no real reason given and has refused to let me see his dick in 3 days. I feel so fucking bad. What should I do???????? I know I'm a horrible person, so don't bother rubbing it in. I was too embarrassed to admit it. Not a good excuse but oh well... This is confession time right????????