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Straight Female / 54

I am a black girl who grew up in South Africa before the end of apatheid. Anyone who has not lived under this rule cannot begin to understand how demeaning it is and how it makes you think of yourself as sub human and of the whites as almost superhuman as they have and can do anything.
When I was 14 I got a job as a maid in a white household where my mom worked and to be honest it was the first time I had ever been spoken to by a white guy. On only my second day there I answered the bell to attend on Mr Bryce in his study it was about 8pm but we did not finish work till 11. When I went into the study Mr Bryce called me over to his desk and as I got closer I could see that he had is cosk in his hand, I was terrified and froze in fear.
He just took over it was as if he was inside my head controlling me he made me kneel and suck on his cock. As I was sucking he rang the bell again and the door opened and my momma came in to the room, he made momma watch as I sucked on his cock I will forever remember that smile on his face as he looked at momma. I was so ashamed and soon he shot his jizz in my mouth all the time smiling at momma and saying Jilly you sure bred a good cock sucker in this one.
Once he was done he pushed me off and had momma clean up his cock before handing her some money and telling her that he wanted to see us both attend him in the morning when he woke. Momma just nodded and said yes sir.

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# 20443 - by Anonymous / May 7, 2014
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by Anonymous on May 7, 2014 at 9:30 AM

its nice tht times r changing... i swear if i were born some 60 years back i wud've loved to get my hands get red with white ppl's blood! Wud've loved to wipe off their entire race if cud get a chemical war started.
But no need nw... times r changing.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on May 7, 2014 at 10:59 AM

I do feel so sorry for you author, and you too #1 comment. I was born over 60 years ago and also in the South. I admit the schools were segregated and the Black lived in their own neighborhood. I will also agree there was such thing as slavery but that was before even my time. I read about it in history. But, let me tell you right now, most of the racism originated in the North, not the South. Remember the Black Man that came and insisted on entering The Southern University? He was sent, with pay, from Chicago to do this. The South didn't rebel, maybe some, but most accepted it. As a kid, some of my best playmates were Black. We never had any disagreements, especially about race. I recall as a young kid we would get together at night and play Hide and Seek. Now let me explain, we lived in the country, not in the city where segregation took place. I can recall as if yesterday my taking this Black Girls virginity. I was maybe 14 and she was of like age. She loved it. We kissed and thought nothing of the color difference. I recall one of our favorite sayings, "That color doesn't come off." Okay, since school wasn't my bag, I had no desire for college after graduation. And I did graduate with flying colors, national honor society so I's had no problem getting into college. Too, I was a super athlete, excelled in both basketball and baseball. We did not have football in my school at that time. Later, yeah! So, I joined the military right out of high school. There was still segregation. The Black was in one section of the base while the White had the other. When integration begun and the Black began to mix with the White, especially in the dining hall, I was one of the first to sit with the Black and chat during the meals. No one seemed to deny me, White nor Black. Again, some of my best friends were Black. I did learn early that in order to advance, get ahead, one needed education. The upper grades were full of reenlistees from WWII with field grade commissions and were given the choice of taking discharge and going to work for a living or reenlist as MSgt. Lots elected to stay as MSgt. That's why we were top heavy in rank, making it hard to get promotions. Okay, so I enrolled in correspondence, University of Maryland and finally obtained the equivalence of a Bachelor Degree which put me in advance of others for promotion. I will never forget a comment one of my Black Friends made one day after the jokes turned to POLLOCK. He said, "I'm glad to see you Whites joking about the Pollock and leaving us Black out of it." And he laughed. I looked at him and asked, "Sgt, do you know what NAACP stands for?" He immediately smiled and said, "Yeah, it stands for National Association for the Advancement of Colored People." I said, "No, it means Negroes Actually Are Colored Pollocks." And he got a big belly laugh from that. In fact, he is likewise retire and living here in the same time and everytime we meet he remembers that expression and gets another laugh from it.
So, I know is got a little long but I really felt it my duty to attempt to educate some of you young about the false stories you hear about the Racial South when most of the Racialism is in the North. One last question, "Did you ever hear of a man retiring in the South and Moving to the North?" LMAO.
Oh Yeah, the Air Force eliminated the Warrent Office grade and adopted the Senior and Chief Master Sergeant grade. I was one of the first to receive the CMSgt grade. Then it was si stripes below and two above. Now it's five below and three above. I don't like it but what can I do, I'm retired? LOL. Another NOW. I have had numerous school graduated to ask by opinion about their enlisting in the military. My reply is, "The military is what you make of it. I loved it but if I told you to join and it turns out you don't like it you are going to hate me." So I just tell it like it is. To each his own! Excuse me for taking so much space.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on May 21, 2014 at 12:17 AM

I am a West African and I would like to know more about interracial sex during the South African apartheid era.
Author, It appears that your will power was taken away from you by the looming presence of the White Master. I think there were similar situations during the slave era of the Americas that have not been voiced out.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Sep 21, 2016 at 3:11 AM

I lived in South Africa under apartheid for one year, and although I know the situation described happened often, with house servants sometimes willing sometimes not, I had so little contact with blacks that I had two girlfriends both white. It's interesting to read this post, as I think we all suspected that r**e and coercion were happening, but it was never said out loud. As for Comment 1 - races don't commit crimes, you bloody fool, individuals do.

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