in the fifth grade my next door neighbor had me suck his dick. he was older and a lot more aggressive than me and bullied me into sucking him. once I started I liked it and I became his fuck buddy. for the better part of a month, he had me suck him, but then he went all the way with me and I continued to be his fuck buddy for several years after that. today I know that he was definitely gay and very alpha and I was very much in love with him.

time passed and as we got older he moved on after school and went on following the usual route out of high school into college and became involved with a girl and it led to marriage and a family. our sex life was so so, I was not that into it and she was by far the aggressor when it came to sex.

I was in equipment sales and traveled to various conventions, and made some friends along the way. at one particular convention my room was sold out from under me and I was sitting in the lobby trying to come up with a solution when a friend saw me and came over and found out about my dilemma. he offered that I could stay in his room, we would just get a roll away bed and all would be well.

before going down to dinner, he wanted to change so I sat in the chair in the room while he went into the shower. he came out with only his undershirt on to look for his shampoo and as he walked around the chair I could not help but see his dick. it had been a long time since I was that close to a naked dick and cloistered in a room. when he came back around I just could not resist, something deep inside of me drove me, and I leaned over and stopped him with my hand on his thigh and took his dick in my mouth in one long suck. he stood there wile I sucked him, I pulled him over closer so that I wasn't leaning over the arm of the chair and just sucked him with a thirst that I could not quench.

he pulled away and sat on the edge of the bed, and I followed and got down on my knees and I started to give him the best blow job I could. he was very hard by then and I massaged him with one hand and sucked his dick and with my other hand I rubbed his leg and the side of his butt. my eyes were closed, I was reliving something from very deep in my soul. he pulled away and moved himself totally on the bed, and took of my shirt and pants and got down beside him and he kissed me pushed my boxers down and I took them off. we did not talk we just kissed and 69ed until he helped me get on my stomach and he moved around behind me.

I heard him spit into his hand and rubbed my anus and he put his dick against me and he pushed until he was able to penetrate me and slowly he was able to penetrate me completely. I held on to the pillow and enjoyed that long forgotten feeling, I had tears in my eyes, but I could not ask him to stop.

after the moment was over and we laid back on the bed he let me rub his chest and touch his nipples. he suggested we shower so we could get dressed and go get a bite to eat. he lathered me I lathered him and he told me he had always known that I was receptive to an advance. we slept together in the same bed and we had a very repeat session before going to sleep.

he and I have remained friends and book our convention meetings and enjoy our company. the only down side to this is that I am even more uninterested in my wife. I just cannot get worked up to be with her.