I just killed my girlfriend. Well not just now, a few weeks ago. I strangled her. We were experimenting with erotic asphyxiation. It was her idea. She had hung herself a few times, not the way you would to snap a neck but rather she put a noose around her neck and then stepped off a chair and just hung there by the neck until just before she would lose consciousness then step back onto the chair.

So I guess by now you are scrambling to call the authorities and tell them about a murderer who killed his girlfriend and confessed it on the internet except you would be too late. I already confessed it to the cops and they rolled their eyes, told me they expected one day one of her boyfriends would be suckered into helping her kill herself and sent me home with the number of a grief counselor. That's it. That is all they did. It turns out that she had been trying to get guys to kill her since she was 13 and one of the cops had gone to high school with her and even dated her so he knew her pretty well.

So here I am, a murderer having killed a girl and gotten away with it. Not the police, not the state police, not the state attorney general's office has the slightest interest in prosecuting me and I am feeling pretty lucky. The fact is I didn't get much sexually out of strangling her. She kept telling me to squeeze tighter and then when she couldn't speak any more she would mouth the words and even squeeze my hands tighter around her throat. She closed her eyes and smiled and I just thought she was enjoying it but then when I pulled my hands away I realized she was dead. I called 911 and rescue and the cops came. They didn't even put me in handcuffs. I guess I feel a little guilty about it but the grief counselor told me not to since she would have simply found somebody else to strangle her. The problem now is that even though I do feel some guilt, I get horny thinking about my hands around her throat and her begging me to strangle her to death.