HELP...I'm a straight male who has never been attracted to guys. A few years ago I started watching interracial porn and at first it was a novelty, but before long I wanted to see bigger and bigger cocks fucking white women. Then it got to where I could only get really turned on by the biggest black cocks out there, 12 inches and bigger, to the point that I wasn't even looking at the beautiful girls anymore, but drooling over the thick delicious black cock. I would fantasize about taking the girls place kneeling before the massive powerful throbbing black cocks and taking them in my mouth and virgin ass. It has now been a few years, and while I still don't find men even remotely attractive, I get so turned on by giant black cocks, and I have even been tempted to make my fantasy a reality. I am scared that I am becoming gay, and while I really don't want to be intimate with any man, I desperately want to be fucked in the ass by an anonymous massive black cock. What am I suppose to do with these feelings?? I feel lost and I don't know where to go or what to do. Please help