Bi-Sexual Female / 23
I am so glad for a site like this. I knew there had to be one.
My confession is just did porn for the first time in my life. I am pretty sure after tonight i am just getting started.
I am 22 and what i like to call "cute and cuban". I have wanted to try this for a while and looked into a few places but i wanted to make sure it was legit and and not a prev with a home cam. I am not ashamed to admit that had sex for money before more then once before this, i am a really pretty girl and i figured out a long time what that can get me. And it empowers me to use sex to get a head in life. But i never left a video of it behind before that will be released to the public to see. The best way i can explain how i feel is i am both excited, nervous, and a tad scared i did the wrong thing all at once. But i signed a ton of paper work, and showed my id and everything so right or wrong, it is out there now and people are going to see it, and i can't take it back.
It was a small studio but a real studio, they had all the real professional lighting, and cameras, and mics, it was like a set. They had all the legal paper work and stuff, and showed me real STD testing from the "talent" i worked with. I was pretty awkward, and nervous which shocked me as i am so open sexually, but when they point the camera and me i froze up a few times. There were about 5 guys plus the talent on the set working the camera, mics, lighting, and directing. They knew is was my first time and they kind of took some liberties with anyone onset openly talking sexual and degrading to me, and touching me in fun playful yet sexual ways (it was not professional i think everyone touched me or felt me up to some degree). And i am ashamed they did coach me it to doing a few extra sexual acts i was not paid for off camera with director and camera man. They'd say i was not doing it right and they needed to stop and show me themselves and they step in for a minute and just "do me" in front of everyone while the rest cheered. I know, i was stupid right?? I just felt insecure, and awkward, and sometimes i knew i froze up and fucked up a shot and was not up to par so in my mind i felt scared that if did not let them touch me and give them some freebees they'd send me home and not use me. I rationalized it saying it is the least i got do since they gave me a shot. Again, i know now i was being as stupid as fuck but it was my first time (oppps i won't let them play me like that again, but yeah a few guys got freebies).
Despite it all, i got some sex, got paid for it (pretty damn well), and am going to do it again. I have another shoot next week with them which is a girl on girl and with a different studio later this month a group blow seen with 4 guys (that excites me)! So hey look for me, I used the stage name "Aymee Isa" but i am not sure if they will use it. Despite being used a bit i fell for sexy!!!
My confession is just did porn for the first time in my life. I am pretty sure after tonight i am just getting started.
I am 22 and what i like to call "cute and cuban". I have wanted to try this for a while and looked into a few places but i wanted to make sure it was legit and and not a prev with a home cam. I am not ashamed to admit that had sex for money before more then once before this, i am a really pretty girl and i figured out a long time what that can get me. And it empowers me to use sex to get a head in life. But i never left a video of it behind before that will be released to the public to see. The best way i can explain how i feel is i am both excited, nervous, and a tad scared i did the wrong thing all at once. But i signed a ton of paper work, and showed my id and everything so right or wrong, it is out there now and people are going to see it, and i can't take it back.
It was a small studio but a real studio, they had all the real professional lighting, and cameras, and mics, it was like a set. They had all the legal paper work and stuff, and showed me real STD testing from the "talent" i worked with. I was pretty awkward, and nervous which shocked me as i am so open sexually, but when they point the camera and me i froze up a few times. There were about 5 guys plus the talent on the set working the camera, mics, lighting, and directing. They knew is was my first time and they kind of took some liberties with anyone onset openly talking sexual and degrading to me, and touching me in fun playful yet sexual ways (it was not professional i think everyone touched me or felt me up to some degree). And i am ashamed they did coach me it to doing a few extra sexual acts i was not paid for off camera with director and camera man. They'd say i was not doing it right and they needed to stop and show me themselves and they step in for a minute and just "do me" in front of everyone while the rest cheered. I know, i was stupid right?? I just felt insecure, and awkward, and sometimes i knew i froze up and fucked up a shot and was not up to par so in my mind i felt scared that if did not let them touch me and give them some freebees they'd send me home and not use me. I rationalized it saying it is the least i got do since they gave me a shot. Again, i know now i was being as stupid as fuck but it was my first time (oppps i won't let them play me like that again, but yeah a few guys got freebies).
Despite it all, i got some sex, got paid for it (pretty damn well), and am going to do it again. I have another shoot next week with them which is a girl on girl and with a different studio later this month a group blow seen with 4 guys (that excites me)! So hey look for me, I used the stage name "Aymee Isa" but i am not sure if they will use it. Despite being used a bit i fell for sexy!!!
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