My father came to my room most nights and kissed and fondled me. In time he and I had sex almost every night. I thought every girl did this and I enjoyed it. I talked with my friend and ask if her dad came to her at night???? NO why???? Oh I was just wondering. A girl told me her dad did. She tired to find out who this was, I did not dare tell it was me. She told me it was bad wrong but seemed to get excited when I told her about it.
My mom did not know we did this. By my teens I knew for a fact this was wrong, I never said anything. he was a good and kind lover. I did not want to to stop, it did not stop. I came home from collage just to get some. He would visit me at school and get a hotel, left mom at home. I slept with him like any girl would, except I welcome him inside me. I ask for him to visit and wanted more time with him.

he told me to date and find someone. that was the right thing to do. I dated a boy and we got serious pretty quick. He took the roll of my dad, I had him in me on the second date. Pretty rare for a Christian collage, but he accepted that as me wanting him. Yet when we came home I slept alone (like any Christian house hold) and my dad came to my room, my mom in one room and my boyfriend in the other. I had guilt feeling's to do this, but the pleasure was worth it to me. my father and I stopped this for fear of my children desire. On rare occasions we will meet and have relations. I feel such guilt for this,, I KNOW this is wrong and still can not help my self.