I don't know when it happened I became such a sexual person. Maybe it was when my father molested me when I was 14 .He never let up he really went to town on me,till the day he got what he wanted.At the time I was so sick of him always abusing me but you know what after a while you cant help but join in somedays I hated him again and others he wasn't paying attention to me and I could feel my my body begging for him and one day I broke down and was his willingly he fucked me hard and so good first time I cried out daddy,thats it baby he said roll your hips for daddy I knew you were my slut,he was ramming with that dick of his it felt like he took a broom and stuck it all the way in I was heaving and I opened my mouth he stuck his tongue in mine and my god he had me like that for I lost track of time but I understood he could stay a hr without coming.That day he turned me into a slut,icouldnt get enough of him and when it was over I felt sluty .We had to hide where could we go I was underage,when ever the family was out hed grab me and I was so afraid to get caught.We would drive to the subards parks they were mostly deserted and have a picnic and make out in the car we couldn't do often my mother &sis and brothers would be wondering.I was the oldest we were on school break my fathers mom live hrs away mom and her never got along but I did she was a poor women and didn't have a phone even though dad would offer she said no,so dad said we will be gone couple days going to see grandma and we did .There was a motel right down the road from her and that's were we stay only saw her once but she couldn't remember anyway You know what I was scared shit when we got into room I realize what I was doing was wrong and feeling guilty and dirty I had all these amotions and thinking we could back out. Dad went to get some beer and booze he had a few at grandmas he asked why you have clothes on nobody is here and with that he started to take off my dress all the while grabbing my twat and talking filty to me and I was getting colder feet and said maybe not a good idea he pulled me around grab my long hair My big hoop earrings fell off he said no fucking way you been teasing me since your tits been ghrowing your giving me every hole I put my dick in and your going to like it and don't fuckin cry or I"ll beat the shit out of you,with that he riped off my dress panties and pushed me onto the bed and that night I found out what a women was.He had brought in all three meals we had baths together and he fucked me like he said and the following night he got me drunk and had some cream he put in my ass and fuck my ass holding his hand over my mouth to block out the screams,he kept fucking my ass the 4 days we were there that was my punishment he said for teasing him,those 4 days where tough for me I grew up i really liked the sex and i was turned on this time from the abuse after i got over my sore ass the last night he really went to town and i loved how he treated me like a slut whore i was a women After that trip it was hard to get together he had a family besides me.one day he said mom and him were divorcing I was heart broken crying and all.Mom was angry at me she said you are your fathers daughter maybe you should move in with him bingo not knowing that mom had kind of a boyfriend and she didn't want me around anymore my sister was very young and my brothers two .When dad found out i would be with him he jumped for joy he didn't have to hide or sneak around and my school was closer to our new apt.But sadly the thrill of sex with dad was fading time for college and other guys Dad knew that day was coming so he wished me luck and sent me on my way.People and family would say if they knew are you crazy I"ll kill him but you have to live your own life and that was dad and I secret till my dying day.