I can't believe that I'm even here sharing this with readers, but I needed to let it out and I certainly can't tell those I know.

My 24 year old daughter lives with me and about three weeks ago, I left for work in a hurry and once there,it hit me. The night before, I had masturbated and I left my dildo on the night stand after a sensational orgasm.In fact, I soaked myself.

I just fell asleep, didn't wash it or put it away. I knew that my daughter would be cleaning that day and would be in my room! I froze. I got this sick feeling in my stomach and became full of anxiety. If she ever saw that, I didn't know what I would do. My daughter doesn't know just how horny I am and she certainly isn't aware of my activities.

My dildo is really big. I bought it from the internet and it is molded directly from this guys cock. It is 11" long and quite big around. It even has veins in it. I learned sometime ago that I was able to squirt if I used something large. I used to use cucumbers and then one day I decided to buy a real dildo. Since then, I have had amazing orgasms and I literally squirt like three feet.

My favorite thing to do is, watch other women masturbate while I masturbate. I bring a video up on my laptop, put it down by my feet and watch it while I fuck myself. I even have to put a hand towel over the key board because my cum squirts that far.

Frantic, I called my daughter to tell her that she didn't need to vacuum or dust my room. I was too late. She said, "mom, I already did." I nearly fainted. I was breathing hard and just felt sick. She then said, "mom, that is amazing." I said, "what sweetie??" She said, "you know, your dildo." I then said, "I'm so sorry that you saw that." She responded,"don't be mom, can you really take all that??" I said, "yes honey, I do." She replied, " Oh my God.

Do you want me to put it away for you??" I said, "you probably don't want to touch that." She then said, "I kind of do, can I touch it??" I said, "well, honey, its been inside me." She said, "I know. I'm looking at it now. I'm picking it up."

I then said, "oh my God, I had cum all over it." I said, sweetie, listen, I came on that." She said, "I know mom."

I couldn't stop her. She came back with,"mom, it feels real, wow, does it feel really good??" I said, "yes, it's amazing." She said, love to try it." I was stunned. Shock doesn't describe this. I didn't know what to say. So, I said," well, maybe you can get one sometime." She said, "I'm so horny." You could have knocked me over with a feather. What do you say to that?? I just said, "really??" She said,"yea, I don't think its gross. Can I use it??"

Complete silence on the phone. How do I answer that?? At that moment, I couldn't help but have this flash go through my mind of her actually using it. For a second, I felt this twinge on my clit sitting at my desk. The thought and the twitch, worked in unison. Then, my moral thoughts and mother thoughts mind you, were completely gone. I said, " Yes, on my bed."

O.K., my daughter had just asked me if she could masturbates with my dildo. Really?? Oh my God, what have I done??" Needless to say, I couldn't concentrate at work. I left early and went home.Once there, I didn't know it was going to be awkward or not. I walked in, said hi and went to my room to change. My room was clean, bed made and my dildo sitting on the bed by my pillows. I couldn't help but look at and think that my daughter had just used it.

I got changed and went into the kitchen where she was preparing for dinner. I said, "so, how was your day??" She said, "oh mu God mom, that was so awesome! I know why you like it so much. No way I could take all of it, how do you do that??" She was talking as comfortable to me as though we were talking about groceries. I just said," well, I'm a lot older that you and much bigger I would suspect." She said, "mom, don't think I'm weird, but I kinda thought you when I used it." Trying to not fall over in my chair, I just nonchalantly said, "Oh?? What were you thinking about??" She responded, "well, I got really horny and I just kinda thought about you using it I guess."

I decided to see where she was taking this and I said, "did you picture me using it you mean??" She answered, well, kind of yea. Do you think that's like too weird??" I said, "well, um, I guess there is no harm done, but I do want to ask if you found yourself getting more turned by it than usual??" She said, "yea mom, I did." I said, "do you think it was just that one time thing??" She answered," well, I don't know, if you found that you got the hottest you've ever been masturbating, wouldn't you want to do it again??"

I paused and said, "sweetie listen, this is very private and while you're talking about getting turned on by masturbating to your mother, no one is going to know your thoughts and no one can control them. And yes, if something really turned me on I would want more of it." We ate dinner and I then went to my room.

I got into bed and knew I was going to masturbate this and I did. All I thought about was my daughter fucking herself with this dildo. I took off my nightgown, laid on the top of the bed spread, took the dildo and started fucking myself. With in just a few minutes, I was breathing hard and picturing her on my bed fucking herself.I was so turned on.

I masturbate about this nearly everyday. I know she still uses my dildo because it's placed differently in my night stand from time to time.