I must confess first that I love my girlfriend and she is very attractive. That being said, I have a less attractive ex (far from ugly but less attractive than my current) who was a freak in the bed.. I would take tons of photos and videos of us fucking, her sucking my dick, me eating her out and compile them into a folder on my laptop. It really turns me on showing the folder to my friends without her knowledge, something about putting her in their fantasies got me hard. Weve been broken up for over 2 years now, but I still have the folder full of our sexual encounters and once in a while I masterbate while viewing them. It's strange sometimes (even though she is less attractive) I am more aroused by her than my own (very sexy) GF.. But only sometimes;) .. Recently Ive been feeling guilty so I put the folder in the trash bucket... But have not yet emptied the trash .. Tough decision.