I have a boyfriend, whom I love very much, we have been together for 6 months now. I have had a couple of other relationships before him, all males. I'm very, highly, sexual; can stop thinking about sex most of the day. My pussy begs me for sex a couple of times per day every day. Sometimes I have thought of myself like a sex freak, since I consider this is already out of what's normal. My boyfriend gives me good sex, I can't even listen to his voice cuz then I get super horny. I love love dicks, the biggest the better, but lately I've been starting to feel bi-curious. I remember I was always curious about human's anatomy, mostly woman's, since I was just a little girl. I used to worry about that, but then I learned in school that it was a normal part of a kid's development, "curiosity". I stopped feeling interested in women up until I was 17 years old. It was then that I found myself looking at porn and my eyes would unconsciously go towards females. Then, little by little, I was getting confident and the only thing that would calm my thirst would be videos of girls having sex and licking each other's vaginas. I was in denial at the same time. I used to blame myself after masturbating while watching those videos. I used to tell to myself "you're not a lesbian, you are just curious". A couple of years passed by. Nowadays, every time I'm alone and horny, I masturbate watching girls having sex; and I don't feel guilty anymore about it, since I have accepted that I do like girls too. I still haven't tried a girl, but lately I have been seriously considering the option. My boyfriend doesn't know about it, in reality nobody knows except for me. I'm feeling very frustrated about this. The idea driving me crazy, it is harder every time for me to hide this desire that's killing me inside. I just had to tell somebody. I have an internal fight with myself. On one side, I have the very intense desire to try it, but on the other side I fear I might like it and then choose to be a lesbian instead. Also, I love my boyfriend, and I wouldn't want to do that to him, and although he might be interested in doing a three some, I'm not okay with having nobody else in our bed. My family would be hugely disappointed if they know about this, and my friends as well. I don't want people to look at me or know of me as a lesbian or bi, and I belief that is the biggest reason why I still haven't gone for the experience. If somebody has some advise for me please please share the thought...