my friends mom became depressed and drank a lot. when he and his sister went to dads house. He ask me to look in on her and I did. I got her some food, I got her in the shower. I got her in bed and could not help me self. I was a teen at the time, she was a well build woman. I had my way with her for months. She knew what I was doing and enjoyed the sex. I got her pregnant and she told me. This did not stop her from having me in her bed and between her legs. She loved it and wanted it all I could give her.
her ex took her back and things worked out.
I say this will work out for you, just stop drinking so hard and allowing your self to be used.
stop him from fucking you and stop drinking so much. Just let it pass, that's best. friends mom MADE him and his brother fuck her. And they hated her for it. I thought he was feeding me a line, I stood out side the window and watched them. If he did not make her cum, she would get him hard and make him fuck her again.
I'm calling "BULLSHIT" on this one!! Its 2014 & you state your 52 & got divorced in 1973 with 6 kids. So you had to be born in 1962....leaving you @ the age of 11 with 6 kids....the math just doesn't support your fantasy !!