Okay, I'm mad that I can't suck a cock. You may be wondering on how so. Welp, let ol' uncle faggot enlighten you on the matter. You see, on June 26th, I have sucked a straight 33 year old cock. It was fucking amazing. Long ago, back in the beginning of summer, I graduated and dated LOTS of boys. I had an account on OKCupid, and wanted some friends to kill off my boredom. However, temptation called me over. Cute boys near my area, weeelll, why not just fall for it. I ended up dating 6 guys. They all had the same thing; "I don't know", "I'm in the closet, I'm sorry", "I can't see you", blah, blah, blah. They all bored me pretty much. And they ranged in ages. 18-23, in fact. I've been with older although. Like virtual dating with a 55 year old guy. I know. Ew. LOL. I was kinda into him, and his sexual talk was amazing. He knew how to make me a bitch. Made this cocky and playful guy his "kitty." However, after our little virtual camera fucking, he just.. Well.. Left me. Ohhh, the tragedy!~ lol I honestly was becoming bored of him. He never wanted to expand his mind in cultures and was kinda too much into the "married" thing when we just started talking in 1 week. But, I was game. I always am. But, sadly after forcing the overly polite crowd of closeted dweebs, I was done. However, there was this guy that had me interested. Jim. That's his name. Jim was a quite man; blunt and quite. Just the way I like it. He was awkward, but in a way, it was cute and funny. He always tried to play the "I'm gentle, and I care" card when I knew he didn't, and I always called it out. And he knew it. He appreciated.

So, onward into our little game of me being a mouth-watering slut. You see, Jim had thought he was bi, but I cut the bull shit with telling him he was straight, but liked some dick. Again, appreciated me addressing the bull shit. He and I didn't talk for a while, and I deleted my account. Fastforward to the good stuff, I was deleting numbers of people I didn't talk to anymore, and I saw my boy jimmy's number. He asked me dick pics in the past, and I was always flattered. I, feeling pity that I didn't get to taste his amazing cock, I sent him a text saying if he didn't respond in a certain time, I will delete his number. He texted me saying he was on VK with his bro. We talked more, and turns out Jim had 7 GIRLFRIENDS! I was so turned on! I always liked guys who like girls. Guess I like straight/ bi guys because of this. I'm kinda interested in girls too, in a way, but, ehh. So, after a week of waiting, and talking, he texted me saying he's back home, and horny. I was just working out. I read the text and asked if he wanted me. He said yes. So, since I lived 10 minutes away from the airport, he drove by, and I left a note to my mom that I went out for a jog. I do that from time to time, and managed to have them stalled for a bit. So, in his car we went, and BOY, let me tell you, he was nervous as fuck. He stuttered, "Um-ed" a lot, and I was cool minded. I just said, "if you wanna turn back, it's cool." But he denied, and wanted to bust his nut. Me, excited and filled with joy quietly went into his apartment and chatted for a bit.

I was soooo happy! But he was scarred. I talk dot him saying we could just chat and go home. But he was conflicted. He said he knew what to do with girls, but never knew what to do with guys. He only had 3 other experiences, and only sucked. I said I can try to get him out and bothered, but he didn't know how. So, I just said to him to whip out his dick and let me suck it. I was actually weird out; his dick didn't have a taste. I later learned that's normal. I continued to blow him, and refused to use my hand, thinking that's a pussy move. We went into the bedroom and he laid down and I sucked him off, and he forced my head down, and I almost threw up a bit, but mustered my way through. I sucked him off, breathed, sucked him off, breathed, etc. Then he had me lay down and sucked my dick. HOLY SHIT! I knew why guys always talked about BJ's as though they were talking about some cult god. It was warm, slimy, and he sucked my balls, I was in heaven. I was literally about to cry tears of pleasure, and wanted to scream his name. I demanded to suck him off again, and he complied. He fucked my mouth in every position, and I fell in love with his cock. I 69-ed him, and didn't care for my dick, all I wanted was his dick to cum. I wanted to taste it. Through the weird smells, the gigantic balls, and large cock (6.5, with balls the size of size D batteries) I couldn't help myself, I was unerected the whole time and loved it. I wanted him to finish the deed and fuck me raw, but he said that was for girls. I was kinda pissed about that, but I didn't care. using the new lessons I learned from his dick sucking abilities, I mastered sucking his cock without my hands. Deep throating it, and having my saliva bath it. I asked if it was gross, he said he liked it. I gave him the wettest BJ he ever had. 3 guys, 7 girls, I'm better than 10 people, and it's my first. He fucked me with gusto, man. He had me in this one position where he was fucking me and my head was at the edge of the bed and he fucked me standing up. His balls on my nose, me entailing his smell, I started to like that and wanted to taste his ass. I kinda stopped it due to his sweat getting in my nose, preventing me from breathing well. But, he finally did the manliest thing; fucked my mouth like a pussy! He had me laying down, and raised himself where his top torso was above me, with his cock fucking my mouth. This cock fucked pussy. Is that of a real man, a fucking hetreosexual. I was in heaven. I nearly threw up though lol a little rough, but he was near cuming lol. So, with one final thrust, He shoved it all the way, and I felt a warmness in my throat. I was a bit mad. I didn't taste him. As I got up and licked his dick for remains, the clock was near 4:13 am. I left at 2:03 am. I had to leave, less my mom will be worried. I didn't cum, but he drove me to the car wash so I could run home and make it look like I was really jogging. I washed myself to make sure I didn't have "dick and balls" smell. He told me he should be more careful, thinking I could've been a victim and that he could have been killed by me, thanks to us being strangers. I was fine with that. He then went into guilt-mode, feeling bad he had sex with a guy. I told him that's a bit normal for straight guys and that I could be his "gay" buddy to limit the chances of STDs. Better yet, offered him resources to find better ways to handle his "gay" urges. I told him I can also be an ear for him if things go sour. But, he didn't pay much mind to that, he just wanted me to leave. He felt bad that I didn't came, but I told him I loved it, and wanted to do it again some time. Hell, he even was scarred about me and him with the police. I kept telling him I'm 18, and even added I was friends with the police. He was set at ease with that. he left and I had to do chores, in which I didm;t really do lol.

So, I texted him one say, (2 days after the event: Tuesday) and he told me we may not work out. I was kinda hurt and mad at that, but I felt I shouldn't try to hurt him, and complied with it. Later on, I had sex with some fat asshole to experience anal. It was horrible and he was just clearly unaware about sex. "Experienced cock-sucker" my ass. Bitch champed my dick! I just had to deal with him and made him came 2x's. I'm actually pretty skilled with cock-sucking now, I barely have a gag-reflex, and can master breathing through my nose. No hand usage though, still think that's for weak bitches lol. However, on August 3rd, he texted me with "hi."

I was so happy! I wanted his dick again, and I wanted to suck him so bad! But, he was just checking on me. I admired that… But let's be fucking real, I wanted his White cock fucking my Greek mouth. I asked him to fuck my mouth again before college started he made no reply. He never did. Last night, in desperate hopes, I gave him a text about this site about bisexual girls. I wanted to have him be tempted by me, in a way, having him with a chick, and me be with him to suck his cock, while getting ready to fuck a chick. He texted back at 9:49 today, and I asked him about himself. I was jokingly saying I wasn't going to tempt. But… I really want to. His cock is amazing, and I don't want gay cock. Gay guys can get a bit too much, and since lots of gay guys my age don't know shit, and not so many in my area, I can't help it. I want my straight older guy, not some annoying twink who can't do shit. I even just want to be friends with him. He's fun and really cool. But, idk. Maybe there will be a window in the future, but for now, as school begins, I gotta just live with never having Jimmy's amazing cock. :( But whatev's wish me luck! Going to UCLA, and all this happened in Cali by the way. TTYL