I'm a 47 year old mother of a 19 year old daughter who is home for the summer from her first year of school. What I want to confess is something that started out innocent enough on my part but evolved into something much more.

My daughter and I were talking at dinner and she said something I found quite surprising. This was the conversation.

"Mom, you know my friend at school right????"

"Well, you have told me about her yes."

"She told me that she saw her mom naked and that she has like this big triangle of dark hair on her pussy."

"I've never heard you say that word before, but yes, many women our age don't shave."

"Are you hairy????"

"Yes, quite."

"Really????"

"Yes.&q uot;

"Mom, do you know that I have never seen any girl or anyone with hair in my life????"

"O.K. , and why is that news????"

"Mom, I'm 19 and never have seen a hairy pussy????"

"There's that word again. So, you feel you should have seen this to make your life whole????"

"Come on Mom, you know what I mean."

"Did your friend Kim get fulfilled when she saw her mom????"

"Mom, its not being fulfilled, its just that Kim said it was amazing and that I should really see it."

"So, I assume she asked you if you had seen me."

"Yea, she did, but I told her no."

"Was that so bad????"

"No, but she make its sound like it's no big deal and she didn't just see her mom once like by , she sees her a lot."

"Her mom purposely let's her daughter see her naked????"

"Yea, Kim just goes into her room if her mom is like getting out of the shower and her mom stands there and down cover up or anything."

"Do Kim and her mom talk about it while she is standing there????"

"No, not all the time, but they did once and then her mom lets her see now."

"Well, how did that go the first time they talked about it????"

"Kim said that her mom was in the kitchen once and her bathrobe like opened a little and Kim saw her hair and asked her mom if she could really see it because she never had,"

"What did her mom do????"

"Well, nothing right then but later that night, she said her mom was in the living room on the couch and Kim went in and laid on the floor and her mom she had her knees up and her robe didn't cover anything and Kim got to just lay there and look. While they watched TV her mom would like reach to the end table to get a drink of water her robe would open up even more. Kim said that she looked her mom right in the eye and her mom just smiled. Kim said that she wanted to make sure that her mom like really knew so she put down her IPhone and just looked and her mom let her."

"Oh, I see. So, what you're telling me is that this excites Kim????"

"Oh yea. Mom, please, you can't tell anyone. Kim told me she masturbates about it."

"Really????"

"Yea, but don't ever ever tell anyone."

"You can be sure I won't. What do you think about that????"

" At first, I kind of thought it was weird like its your mother ya know, but when Kim said that it felt taboo and how she describes her moms pussy, I started like getting excited myself."

"Oh, I see. So I suppose the next question is whether or not I'm going to let you see me, right????"

"Well, kind of I guess. Can I????"

" This is sexual in nature you know."

"How's that????"

"You told me that Kim masturbates about her mom. Isn't that sexual????"

"Well, she doesn't do it in front of her."

"Well, you have a point, but have you really thought about this???? What happens if you get excited???? Are you going to masturbate about me????"

"Well, what if I did, you wouldn't know it."

"well, that's my point. If you masturbate about me, that means that you will be fantasizing about your mother and more importantly about my pussy."

"Well, what if I did, would it bother you you to know about it????"

"Let me ask you this. What If I go into my room right now and tell you that I'm going to masturbate about you and picture your pussy????"

"Mom, you know what we could do????"

"What????" ;

"Don't get mad. If we did it together, we could look at each other."

"You want us, as mother daughter, to masturbate in front of each other????"

"Who would ever know????"

"Kim would know because you would tell her."

"Yea, but I know about her and her mom????"

"Well, you have a point."

We ended our conversation because my sister showed up at the door. I will write again and share what happened.