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Anything Goes
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Straight Male / 36
This incident happened a few weeks ago.
In the summer I like to go to a fresh water lake near my house. The lake is shallow and in the summer it can get fairly warm which is quite pleasant to swim in. The beach is very sandy like a salt water beach would be. I like to go in the early morning in the middle of the week when there is no one else around.
So a few weeks ago as usual I got up early and was at the lake at sunrise. It was a Tuesday morning and there were as usual at that time nobody around. The park officially opens at sunrise but they almost always have the gates open half an hour before and it's a state park so they don't charge for parking. I took my cooler and towel and beach blanket and walked over to a secluded spot and stripped to my trunks and went for a swim. After the swim I put on some water proof sunblock and sat down in the water about chest deep and just luxuriated in the feel of what was like a big warm bath. I had closed my eyes and was almost drifting off to sleep when I heard foot steps then splashing. I looked in the direction of the sound and a little girl wearing a very skimpy bathing suit was walking in the water strait for me. I looked around and could see nobody else at the lake. She walked right up to me and I could see she was around 10 years old. She was quite pretty and had her blond hair in long pigtails held up with pink ribbon matching the color of her bikini. She then said the most surprising thing to me:
"Are you a pado phile??"
I responded with "Um no."
"So you don't want to molest little girls??" She said it with her head cocked to one side and had a look in her eyes I have only seen with women who were trying to seduce me.
"No, I don't want to go to jail." It was the most logical thing I could think of to say.
"So you would molest little girls if it wasn't against the law??"
"It's Wrong" I replied.
"Ok so like I guess that means you don't want to molest me??"
"Sorry" I told her.
"Fuck!" she mumbled to herself as she turned and walked away. I watched her cute little wiggling butt as she splashed through the water and back onto the beach and disappeared from sight further up the shore.
Here's my problem. Before this incident, I had never had a single thought about any girl who didn't have a nice pair of boobs and some sexy curves. At the least this has always restricted my interest to girls in their teens and usually no younger than older teens. In my state the minimum age is 16 so that has included a lot of teens. This girl was totally flat chested and obviously around 10 give or take and had the shape of a typical child of that age. She was the opposite of what I have ever been attracted to. But since this incident I have jerked off every day while thinking about what it would have been like had I given her what she obviously wanted. I am not entirely sure, if I saw her again, that I would not grab her and take her home with me and rape the crap out of her sexy little body. Because I don't want to go to prison and am unsure I could resist temptation I have not been to that beach since unless there has been a fairly large crowd of people.
In the summer I like to go to a fresh water lake near my house. The lake is shallow and in the summer it can get fairly warm which is quite pleasant to swim in. The beach is very sandy like a salt water beach would be. I like to go in the early morning in the middle of the week when there is no one else around.
So a few weeks ago as usual I got up early and was at the lake at sunrise. It was a Tuesday morning and there were as usual at that time nobody around. The park officially opens at sunrise but they almost always have the gates open half an hour before and it's a state park so they don't charge for parking. I took my cooler and towel and beach blanket and walked over to a secluded spot and stripped to my trunks and went for a swim. After the swim I put on some water proof sunblock and sat down in the water about chest deep and just luxuriated in the feel of what was like a big warm bath. I had closed my eyes and was almost drifting off to sleep when I heard foot steps then splashing. I looked in the direction of the sound and a little girl wearing a very skimpy bathing suit was walking in the water strait for me. I looked around and could see nobody else at the lake. She walked right up to me and I could see she was around 10 years old. She was quite pretty and had her blond hair in long pigtails held up with pink ribbon matching the color of her bikini. She then said the most surprising thing to me:
"Are you a pado phile??"
I responded with "Um no."
"So you don't want to molest little girls??" She said it with her head cocked to one side and had a look in her eyes I have only seen with women who were trying to seduce me.
"No, I don't want to go to jail." It was the most logical thing I could think of to say.
"So you would molest little girls if it wasn't against the law??"
"It's Wrong" I replied.
"Ok so like I guess that means you don't want to molest me??"
"Sorry" I told her.
"Fuck!" she mumbled to herself as she turned and walked away. I watched her cute little wiggling butt as she splashed through the water and back onto the beach and disappeared from sight further up the shore.
Here's my problem. Before this incident, I had never had a single thought about any girl who didn't have a nice pair of boobs and some sexy curves. At the least this has always restricted my interest to girls in their teens and usually no younger than older teens. In my state the minimum age is 16 so that has included a lot of teens. This girl was totally flat chested and obviously around 10 give or take and had the shape of a typical child of that age. She was the opposite of what I have ever been attracted to. But since this incident I have jerked off every day while thinking about what it would have been like had I given her what she obviously wanted. I am not entirely sure, if I saw her again, that I would not grab her and take her home with me and rape the crap out of her sexy little body. Because I don't want to go to prison and am unsure I could resist temptation I have not been to that beach since unless there has been a fairly large crowd of people.
