The first time I had sex it was horrible. I was 17 and he was one of my best friends. My medication made me incoherent but I was still able to talk but not process everything he asked if I wanted to have fun and started touching me till I was as horney as fuck and agreed. He got this post all on camera so he had proof when I was fully functional that I consented. It didn't hurt like I thought it would but as soon as I got close to cumming his ex-girlfriend called. After that I never did anything sexual to myself I resisted the urges to. Now that I'm in college I started touching myself and for the first time I was able to bring myself to completion, squirting my juices everywhere it seemed.

Those are my confessions.