Hi everyone im the same dude that put the 15-year old near-gay experience at school. I am feeling so terrible about myself. I think about suicide all day. I am going crazy because i have always been a loner and nobody understands me. Only the girl i made friends with during summer school. I seriously need help because i am a nice person but nobody wants to take the time to discover how a nice person i can be. I have always been bullied and made fun of. I am so fucking tired of it. This world is so wonderful. I wish i could have changed a lot of things that i fucked up. They say that everyone deserves a second chance. I wish i had a second chance. I hope that one day ill see her again. I love her so much. She is the only girl that has truly made me happy. I need her in my life. I know that love is strong and i know that ill see her again. For the people who read this. Thank you. Guys plz leave comments because i really need help. One more thing! If anyone is interested in talking with me on kik plz tell me on the comment section. Anything is appreciated :-)