Met this black guy today in walmart, we went to senior high togather, I let him screw me one time about the middle of the senior year, nothing was ever said between us about it since then. I felt guilty and ashamed for a period after that, but for the most part got over it. Today in walmart, he asked if I remembered that day, I did, and for some reason wanted him to screw me again, but on the other hand didn't want to. We ended up in the restroom, where I knew what was going to happen, even though I was fighting it. We went into the handycap stall, and in not over 10 minutes he had screwed me. I felt just like I did the first time, liking it, but hating myself for letting him. He said that he had thought about it for the past 5 years, and was glad that I hadn't hated him for doing it the first time. This was about 1:30 this afternoon, I'm at home now feeling just as bad as I did the night after I let him screw me the first time, He told me that he moved into a place just 6 blockes from me. I know this won't be the last time if he askes. But I'm dealing with a huge guilt right now.