Lesbian Female / 20
I never really came out of the closet. I just knew what I was and only told whoever asked. This isn't a sex confession, so if that's what you're looking for then I apologize.
In my head, I knew what I was and I never thought it was ever wrong. Seeing kids today killing themselves for the exact thoughts I had as a kid and even a teenager, I just want to save them. Not like some Godly thing so-to-speak, but more along the lines of, "I know how you feel and it isn't ever wrong."
I know a lot of people on here stroll for sex confessions of lesbians, or when then were young or whatever, but when you leave your computer and you face the world for what it is, just know you're always in my head. As weird as that sounds, I am saying this in a way that you know you aren't alone. I know full well that not only adults are on this site, but everyone pretends to be anyway.
So for all of you kids and teens roaming the site, unsure of who they are or what life will bring them, know that someone out in the world has got your back and know that even if you aren't sure of being gay or lesbian, bi or even straight, or you are just a boy that loves to wear woman's clothing, you are worth more than many will tell you. And I hope that even after you leave the computer and leave off of the video games and head out to school or college, you remember this post. And you know someone is out there and is definitely on your side.
Damn, I really hope kids these days begin seeing their worth. No matter what any adults have to say negatively. No matter how many times you try to change. You will always be who you are in your mind. So just be free, but don't be angry with the world. Don't attempt to fight with people against you, don't defend what speaks for itself. You are you, just as they are them.
Life is going to go on for all that want it to and all that don't. So why waste it being angry?? Keep your head up and be safe out there. You don't know me and I don't know you, but I know you will make it through the tough times.
Be good to yourself and those around you no matter what.
If someone strikes you, you strike them back hard enough to run fast. Because unnecessary or excessive beatings will give others a reason to spit on your image. And you are much better than that in your heart.
When you cry, when you are alone, when blades touch your skin or that wall meets your fist, know you are not ever alone. That there are people who do care and you may not have met them yet as you go through the people who try to change you. Be yourself.
Because if you are not yourself, your friends are fake. And yes you can choose your family. Just because your biological mother gives birth and does not accept you for you and disowns you, does not mean there isn't another woman who is willing to offer that motherly love. The same goes for fathers. You just have to be good to yourself. Respect yourself.
Breathe.
-BL
In my head, I knew what I was and I never thought it was ever wrong. Seeing kids today killing themselves for the exact thoughts I had as a kid and even a teenager, I just want to save them. Not like some Godly thing so-to-speak, but more along the lines of, "I know how you feel and it isn't ever wrong."
I know a lot of people on here stroll for sex confessions of lesbians, or when then were young or whatever, but when you leave your computer and you face the world for what it is, just know you're always in my head. As weird as that sounds, I am saying this in a way that you know you aren't alone. I know full well that not only adults are on this site, but everyone pretends to be anyway.
So for all of you kids and teens roaming the site, unsure of who they are or what life will bring them, know that someone out in the world has got your back and know that even if you aren't sure of being gay or lesbian, bi or even straight, or you are just a boy that loves to wear woman's clothing, you are worth more than many will tell you. And I hope that even after you leave the computer and leave off of the video games and head out to school or college, you remember this post. And you know someone is out there and is definitely on your side.
Damn, I really hope kids these days begin seeing their worth. No matter what any adults have to say negatively. No matter how many times you try to change. You will always be who you are in your mind. So just be free, but don't be angry with the world. Don't attempt to fight with people against you, don't defend what speaks for itself. You are you, just as they are them.
Life is going to go on for all that want it to and all that don't. So why waste it being angry?? Keep your head up and be safe out there. You don't know me and I don't know you, but I know you will make it through the tough times.
Be good to yourself and those around you no matter what.
If someone strikes you, you strike them back hard enough to run fast. Because unnecessary or excessive beatings will give others a reason to spit on your image. And you are much better than that in your heart.
When you cry, when you are alone, when blades touch your skin or that wall meets your fist, know you are not ever alone. That there are people who do care and you may not have met them yet as you go through the people who try to change you. Be yourself.
Because if you are not yourself, your friends are fake. And yes you can choose your family. Just because your biological mother gives birth and does not accept you for you and disowns you, does not mean there isn't another woman who is willing to offer that motherly love. The same goes for fathers. You just have to be good to yourself. Respect yourself.
Breathe.
-BL
