I got married to my college sweetheart three years ago. Two weeks before the wedding, I had too much to drink at a party a casual acquaintance had invited me to. I flirted with a muscular black guy. I'd always been attracted to black guys but I'd never been with one. The more I drank the more I flirted and when he took me into a quiet room I didn't protest. I should have ran when he took off my clothes but I was horny and curious and wanted one last experience before I got married. It was stupid of me to do. Well the guy was like the fantasy, he had a huge dick that was the hardest cock I've ever experienced. Unfortunately he wasn't much of a lover he was more of an aggressive woman hater. He just rolled me onto my stomach on the couch, licked his fingers to wet me and shoved his fucking huge thing in me as hard as he could then fucked me like an animal, pounding me so hard I was crying and bouncing on the couch. This guy just slammed me as hard as he could while holding me down with arms around my neck so I couldn't move which made me cum a bunch of times not that he cared. He finally came in me pushing his dick as deep as it could go grinding me until he finished which hurt so bad then he pulled out and left. I felt like I'd been r**ed after. My pussy was so sore for days afterward and I felt so guilty for so long but now I find myself thinking about that night when I masturbate. I kinda wish I could do it again.