Straight Male / 37
My First Try at Sex
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Many years ago (I an 37 now) when I was a young shy adolescent, I wondered what it would be like to have sex. My dad and mom used to do it occasionally and sometimes it resulted in her getting pregnant. Consequently, I have three sisters and one brother, most of whom are younger than me. When I was 18, an opportunity arose to try to have sex when my dad was at work (he worked nights in this era) and my sublings were away. I cannot recall whether they were gone to camp, at sleepovers, or whatever, but I clearly remember how horny I became when I realized that Mom and I were home alone. I became horny because she had been drinking and had gone to bed early. During this era, Mom, who was 41, I believe, had a drinking problem which was not resolved until several years later. Mom was the only real woman in my life who was sort of available for any sexual activity, mostly touching. Being shy, I didn't have any real friends, although I had a lots of cousins that I interacted with quite a bit. After an eveming of drinking, Mom would go to bed and later I would go into her bedroom (if dad was at work) and touch her private parts. Up to this point, I had only seen her genitals once - from behind when she had bent over very far - but I knew that I wanted to take my penis and push it deep into her vagina. I kept thinking to myself that I want to have sexual intercourse with her. It was not because she was my mom, but just because she was a woman, because I was horny, and because she was sort of available. I know it doesn't sound good - or caring - but that is the truth. Anyways, I was home with Mom alone and when I was sure that she was asleep, I gently pulled the blankets and bared her legs. Mom never wears panties to bed, just a nightgown, which I pulled up to bare her crotch. Seeing her dark brown, bushy pubic hair caused my penis to become really hard and my heart began to pound. I knew that this opportunity comes only rarely and I could not squander it. So for the first time ever, I took hold of her legs and spread them apart. She is a heavy woman and now with both of us on the bed, I had to be careful not to wake her by moving around too much. Her genitals were much the way I imagined they would be: dark brown, hairy, soft, moist and wrinkled. After pushing my fingers deeo into her vaginal opening, I knew that it was time to act. With my erect penis sticking out in front of me, I crouched over Mom in such a way that my penis came in contact with her vaginal lips. Oh, it felt so good as they touched. I had to crouch even more over Mom so that I could begin pushing on my penis. I could feel her breathe on my face and for a few moments I thought of abandoning the attempt. After all, she is my mom! I was beginning to become ashamed. But just then, my penis sort of "broke through" and penetrated her vagina, slipping past her vaginal lips. I WAS INSIDE MOM! I could feel the foreskin on my penis push way back as I continued to push down hard on my penis. It took a few gentle up and down strokes before I was "up to my balls" inside her. I quickly discovered that Mom's bed is woefully inadequate for sex as it creaked loudly at every stroke. This was especially the case with the full weight of both of us near the edge of the bed. Moreover, my heart was pounding so hard and my breathing was so heavy that I was sure that Mom would wake up. In fact, she did squirm around a bit but mercifully, didn't wake up. After no more than a couple minutes of VERY gentle pumping, I felt myself coming and ejaculated. Now, I became afraid that by inseminating her that I might of made her pregnant. (It turns out that this was not the case but I worried about it for weeks.) But it was too late now and I slowly with drew my penis, wiped up semen on the bed sheets and on her legs and left her room after covering her up.
So this was my first attempt at sex. I guess the only reason Mom didn't find out about it was because she had a hangover the following day. Years later, Mom still doesn't know about it and I am not going to tell her. Some may find this episode a bit disgusting but it was a learning experience for me and quite memorable. I like to think about it evey once and a while.
A.M., her son.
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Many years ago (I an 37 now) when I was a young shy adolescent, I wondered what it would be like to have sex. My dad and mom used to do it occasionally and sometimes it resulted in her getting pregnant. Consequently, I have three sisters and one brother, most of whom are younger than me. When I was 18, an opportunity arose to try to have sex when my dad was at work (he worked nights in this era) and my sublings were away. I cannot recall whether they were gone to camp, at sleepovers, or whatever, but I clearly remember how horny I became when I realized that Mom and I were home alone. I became horny because she had been drinking and had gone to bed early. During this era, Mom, who was 41, I believe, had a drinking problem which was not resolved until several years later. Mom was the only real woman in my life who was sort of available for any sexual activity, mostly touching. Being shy, I didn't have any real friends, although I had a lots of cousins that I interacted with quite a bit. After an eveming of drinking, Mom would go to bed and later I would go into her bedroom (if dad was at work) and touch her private parts. Up to this point, I had only seen her genitals once - from behind when she had bent over very far - but I knew that I wanted to take my penis and push it deep into her vagina. I kept thinking to myself that I want to have sexual intercourse with her. It was not because she was my mom, but just because she was a woman, because I was horny, and because she was sort of available. I know it doesn't sound good - or caring - but that is the truth. Anyways, I was home with Mom alone and when I was sure that she was asleep, I gently pulled the blankets and bared her legs. Mom never wears panties to bed, just a nightgown, which I pulled up to bare her crotch. Seeing her dark brown, bushy pubic hair caused my penis to become really hard and my heart began to pound. I knew that this opportunity comes only rarely and I could not squander it. So for the first time ever, I took hold of her legs and spread them apart. She is a heavy woman and now with both of us on the bed, I had to be careful not to wake her by moving around too much. Her genitals were much the way I imagined they would be: dark brown, hairy, soft, moist and wrinkled. After pushing my fingers deeo into her vaginal opening, I knew that it was time to act. With my erect penis sticking out in front of me, I crouched over Mom in such a way that my penis came in contact with her vaginal lips. Oh, it felt so good as they touched. I had to crouch even more over Mom so that I could begin pushing on my penis. I could feel her breathe on my face and for a few moments I thought of abandoning the attempt. After all, she is my mom! I was beginning to become ashamed. But just then, my penis sort of "broke through" and penetrated her vagina, slipping past her vaginal lips. I WAS INSIDE MOM! I could feel the foreskin on my penis push way back as I continued to push down hard on my penis. It took a few gentle up and down strokes before I was "up to my balls" inside her. I quickly discovered that Mom's bed is woefully inadequate for sex as it creaked loudly at every stroke. This was especially the case with the full weight of both of us near the edge of the bed. Moreover, my heart was pounding so hard and my breathing was so heavy that I was sure that Mom would wake up. In fact, she did squirm around a bit but mercifully, didn't wake up. After no more than a couple minutes of VERY gentle pumping, I felt myself coming and ejaculated. Now, I became afraid that by inseminating her that I might of made her pregnant. (It turns out that this was not the case but I worried about it for weeks.) But it was too late now and I slowly with drew my penis, wiped up semen on the bed sheets and on her legs and left her room after covering her up.
So this was my first attempt at sex. I guess the only reason Mom didn't find out about it was because she had a hangover the following day. Years later, Mom still doesn't know about it and I am not going to tell her. Some may find this episode a bit disgusting but it was a learning experience for me and quite memorable. I like to think about it evey once and a while.
A.M., her son.
