When I was three years old my uncle, my Mom's sister's husband, began m****ting me. He did it in a way that made if feel good physically and he was so nice about it that I kind of fell in love with him from the start. He was young and good looking and incredibly gentle.

Long story short, when I was 9 he got caught m****ting me. He was sentenced to 15 years in prison. He gets out in one year and I am in love with him and I have invited him to come live with me when he gets out. Problem is the judge who sentenced him ordered him to have no contact with me. We pass letters through his attorney who is also assisting me in trying to convince the judge to reverse his order. I would understand if I was only a kid but I am 23 now and an adult and I take responsibility for my own actions. I liked what he did to me and miss his touch terribly. Every one I have been with since him has been a poor substitute. Everyone told me that my uncle was a phile who only liked little girls sexually. He told me he is in love with me and will love me forever regardless of my age.

The thing is, I also want to reenact what we did together. I want to be that little girl again and feel his touch. I want him to sneak into my room late at night and steal my virginity.