Lately my boyfriend, Jack, has been going on & on about trying anal. Now I'm not a prude and I'm willing to try most things but the thought of a cock up my arse doesn't actual turn me on so I gave him a big fat NO! He tried playing on my sympathy for a bit & then tried cajoling me into it but when he saw how adamant I was he just gradually gave up.

We have a good sex life and what we particularly like, in the summer months anyway, is doing it outdoors. Jacks' biggest turn on is stockings so when we drive out somewhere I dress up a little & give him a flash of stocking tops when he's driving. It sends him crazy.

Just by chance we found a out of the way, little used car park on a coastal footpath looked after by the National Trust. I stand up & get my head out the sunroof while Jack straddles the two front seats & gets his head between my legs. Not only do I get a good seeing to with his tongue but, if we get there late evening, I usually get to see a beautiful sunset over the Dee estuary. Then, with Jack chomping on the bit by this time, I slide onto his cock. And this is the problem.

Last time we done it this way I must have somehow moved the gear lever. There was a bit of a click & then I felt the gear knob up against my arse. At first it was bloody uncomfortable but I just had to endure it as Jack was going at it like rabbit on heat. Then a strange thing happened I began to enjoy it. Now don't get this wrong the knob was never inside me but it just sought of felt good pushing up against my anus. I kept down on Jack riding him like a horse & when he came I pushed down maybe a bit too hard & the knob went right inside me. And amazingly I had the best orgasm ever.

Now this is my problem. I think I might like trying anal but if I mention my experience in the car Jack will go mad for it. A gear knobs one thing but the thought of Jacks' cock up there, he's very big, is a bit daunting.

What do I do ?? Tell him & take the consequences?? Or keep trying sex in the car??