I am a sixty seven year old male.

I was born in 1946 in a small rural New England town. My parents and grandparents were also all born in that same old rural New England town. In fact my ancestors had lived there for centuries.

When I was a baby my Dad got a job in Europe. So he packed up the family and we moved there. I don't remember of course. I only remember growing up in Europe in the fifties and sixties. I also remember returning to the U.S. in the early 70s and being a stranger in my own home country.

It was a shock to learn how sexually repressive the United States is. In my childhood, a typical outing in the summer would be to a beach. All beaches in that country were nude beaches. I remember happily strutting across the lawn to the car naked and being naked for the ride to the beach, approximately half an hour's ride. I remember getting out of the car naked only carrying a towel and walking in my sandals. I remember nearly everyone else was also naked. I never wondered what people looked like naked. I saw naked people all the time. When I got to America I was so dumbfounded as to why people paid extra for magazines depicting naked people. I wondered if anyone had ever seen a naked person before.

I lost my virginity at the age of 7 to a neighbor who was 17. She was beautiful and nice and always told me how nice I looked and so one day she asked if she could touch me and of course I said yes. She offered me her nipple and I sucked. I was still nursing on my mother so that was no big deal though that girl didn't have any milk to give. But it was the delightful way she played with my flesh that made it different than when my mother nursed me. She asked me to put my hand inside her vagina and it felt hot and soft and wet and tight and very pleasant. I wanted to crawl up inside her and play. She licked her way down to my penis and sucked me. Then she mounted me and put me inside her. It was very pleasant. I did not ejaculate of course and I don't think you could call what I experienced an orgasm. But I liked it a lot. The third time we did that my Dad caught us. He scolded the girl for making me late for dinner but that was it. My Dad told me he was proud of me and said I would be an envied man one day. If that happened in the U.S. today the woman would get 50 years in prison and be on the sex offenders watch list forever.

In that country, at that time, there were no laws governing consensual sex. If two people had sex, regardless of age, the only way a prosecution would move forward is if one complained to the law that the other had r**ed them. If a 54 year old man was fucking a 5 year old girl on his front porch and a cop came along and the girl was giggling or otherwise indicating she was enjoying herself, he would not have done anything except possibly tell them to take it indoors. Today, in the United States, there are places where a boy, who is three days older than his girlfriend, can be convicted of raping a minor and spend the rest of his life in prison and on the sex offenders watch list for having sex with his girlfriend on his 18th birthday. Such things are ludicrous but that is how sexually repressive this country is.

When I was in what in the United States would call the 7th grade and 12 years old, I had a minor crush on our gym teacher. He was young and handsome and muscular. We would all shower together after gym and sometimes gym class was conducted entirely naked depending on the activity. Greco-Roman wrestling was always conducted naked because those were the rules. He would demonstrate various holds using students. Of course he was much bigger so he did not put his full weight into it. It was my turn one day to partner with him for demonstration. I felt his erect cock pressing into my crotch. I wanted so badly for him to r**e me in front of the whole class. I didn't care if it hurt. Later he caught me staring at his erection. We were in the showers and I deliberately took my time to be the last one there. He stayed two. It was the last class of the day so I would not be late for any classes if I stayed behind. He asked me if I liked his penis and I said "yes very much" and he told me I could touch it. I held it and it got even bigger. Without asking I bent over and took it in my mouth. He pumped hard and came in my mouth in about a minute. Then he sucked me off. We then did this about once a week for the rest of the school year. He even fucked me in the ass a couple of times. I was 12. To this day I do not consider what he did to me as abuse. I got the same grade in gym class I got every year before and since so it was not as though he was giving me better grades in exchange for sex.

When I was 17 I met a very nice 10 year old girl. She and I became friends. I helped her with school work. She also was shy and had low self esteem. I told her she was quite beautiful and even sexy. She didn't believe me so to prove the point I offered to kiss her. We kissed and she didn't want to stop for nearly an hour. I told her I wanted to do more with her but would not do more than she wanted to because I wanted her to like me. She said she already liked me. A few days after that her mom caught me masturbating her while we were kissing. Her mother told me to wait until her daughter was 12 before I took her virginity. I agreed but before that happened we each found other love interests. She ended up losing her virginity at 12 to a 32 year old man in our village and I ended up dating another 10 year old. While it is true that I have always found preteens more desirable it is also true that I have mostly dated women closer to my own age. I have even dated a woman that was 15 years older than me.

My sister used to ride the vacuum around when my mother vacuumed the carpets. My sister was about 3 at the time and I remember that after a while her eyes would role back and she would hump the vacuum and orgasm. She was about 5 years younger than me. She would always stand next to me when I sat on the sofa and hump my knee. She would pull up her dress and expose her naked vagina and rub it on my bare knee and grunt. When I gave her a bath she would hump my hand if it got anywhere near her crotch. My hand spent a lot of time near my sister's crotch. She was quite beautiful and I enjoyed providing her with pleasure. by the time she was 9 she was sleeping with me full time except when my girlfriend slept over.

When I graduated from college I got a job in the city. I hired a 11 year old housekeeper to keep my place clean. They were very poor so the mother agreed to letting her move in my spare room as partial compensation. I Paid her the equivalent of $25 a week and gave her room and board. She kept my place clean, did my laundry, mended my clothes and prepared my meals and went to market for me. It was not long before she began snuggling up to me in the evening and not long after that, that I took her virginity. She got pregnant so we got married. I wanted to marry her anyways and she felt the same. Her duties didn't change, now she was my wife and that was what wives did in that country in the 70s.

A couple of years later we had our second child and my wife needed help so I hired her little sister who was 9 at the time. In those days in that country girls usually only went to school for about 3 years just to learn some rudimentary math skills, a little about the history of their country and of course to read and write. Pretty much, three years of education is all one really needs to learn those basics. So my wife's younger sister became our live in housekeeper at 9 and my part time lover. My wife didn't seem to mind to much because being pregnant and having the babies around decreased her interest in sex and I liked it once or twice a day. Her sister got very good at sucking cock.

A lot of people automatically assume that guys who like little girls, only like little girls. This is not true. When I tell people I enjoy sex with preteens they then disbelieve me when I say I also like sex with 75 year old women. They are more shocked that I like both age groups than that I like preteens. The fact is I am attracted to people of both genders any age from newborn to 80s. Sometimes I am only attracted to one part of them. For example I met a woman with the most amazing hair. It was like silk, straight, blond and about six feet long. The rest of her was ugly as hell but that hair made her very sexy and so I enjoyed fucking her. Another example, I met a guy who was fat, bald and ugly but he had the most amazing cock. It was about a foot long, thick, uncircumcised, beautifully shaped and I enjoyed several occasions sucking him off. I think the reason I like kids slightly more is that like everything else they experience, they experience sex more acutely. When a kid has ice cream, they enjoy it more than when an adult has ice cream. There taste buds have not worn out with age. When you lick a three year old girl's asshole and you do it right, she won't ever let you take your tongue out of that hole. She will scream when you stop licking her. Of course first one must let the 3 year old know that there is nothing wrong with enjoying something that feels so good regardless of how naughty the rest of the world might view it.

These things I missed terribly when I moved here. Naturally I don't like the prospect of prison so I completely refrained from such activity with children while living here. I am very careful when I return to that country that I don't break U.S. laws. There are plenty of ways to engage with sex with little ones without breaking U.S. laws and there are plenty of ways of doing it without breaking the laws of that country as well. Even though they recently passed an age of consent law, that age is still relatively low and technically one still can't be arrested unless the child or parents want to pursue it. So I visit friends whose children like me and are open to spending a night with an old man's tongue up their sweet asshole. One delightful 7 year old daughter of a friend of mine calls me the naughty toilet. She pees in my mouth and makes me lick her clean and then spanks my groin while calling me a bad man. She giggles the whole time. about 99% of the time we play that game my tongue is up her butt. She has even pooped in my mouth a couple of times.

My wife and I returned to the old country once a year in the summer so our kids would always know what it is like to be sexually free. That is when my kids got to run around naked in public and have sex in front of strangers without fear of getting in trouble. They would go to church wearing clothes that in the US would be too sexy to wear in a strip club. One of my daughters had an affair with a priest when she was 15. My only concern was that if she got pregnant he would marry her. He agreed but she never got pregnant. Her next affair was with a 12 year old. He wanted to marry her until he got the hots for his 39 year old French teacher.

The youngest child I ever witnessed initiating a sexual experience on her own was my sister when she was three and humping the vacuum. She thought that one up by herself and not as the result of having been "abused" by an adult. The youngest girl I ever witnessed enjoying sexual pleasure was when I was in my early 20s and still living in the old country. She was 18 months old and I was in the middle of changing her diaper. I got her cleaned up being extra gently I hopes she would enjoy my touch. She did. I took a tentative lick of her anus and her eyes lit up and she smiled the most amazing smile I had witnessed on a baby. I asked if she wanted me to do it again and she just smiled so I dove in and licked her again, this time her eyes rolled back and I thought she was going to die from the pleasure. Then I just went crazy licking her all over her pussy and ass hole. She sighed and moaned and giggled and squealed in delight and thrashed about for those two hours and then the moment I stopped she burst out crying. She didn't want me to stop. So I did it until she fell asleep which took a couple of more hours. I find the only bad thing in doing that is they like to too much and then you have to be careful they don't act out to try to get you to do it more. The youngest boy I ever sucked was five years old and I was in my late teens at the time. I was babysitting him and we got into a playful argument over a board game we were playing and he said "suck my dick!" in response to a move I made in the game that he didn't like. I told him to be careful what he asked for and he then dared me to suck his dick so I told him to take it out and he did and shoved it in my mouth. So I sucked it. A few minutes later he had an orgasm. No sperm of course but he definitely had an orgasm. Then every time I baby sat him he wanted me to suck his dick. When I told him know he offered to suck mine if I agreed to suck his. So I let him. Personally I prefer to be sucked by elderly people with full dentures. They are experts at sucking, are profoundly grateful for the privilege of sucking something a decade younger than they are and, well, until you have gotten sucked off by someone with no teeth who is an expert, you just have never had a real blow job. but, that does not mean I turn down an enthusiastic suck from a pretty child either.

I just cant do any of this kind of stuff in the U.S. because of the ridiculously repressive laws. Now, before you go off and look for sex with kids overseas you should be warned. You will only get away with any of these things if you are familiar with U.S. law. As it stands since the last time I went over seas, if you visit any country and engage in sex with anyone under 18 and there is a monetary transaction in connection to the sexual activity, for example, prostitution, then you can be prosecuted. Since I only engage in such things with friends who invite me to stay for free with them and no money is exchanged, I have not broken any U.S. laws. Sex tourism, which my activities are not, is highly risky and will land you in jail. So don't bother trying to come to my country looking for sex with 5 year old prostitots. It's not going to happen. Instead, be good friends with some one local, be aware of local customs and be really really nice to little kids. And I mean truly nice not the kind of nice where you walk up to a strange kid and say "can I lick your pussy." You are likely to get lynched. But if you are staying with friends who know and trust you and their kids affectionately begin to snuggle up to you and you know their parents are not going to freak out because they caught you licking their toddlers pussy then I say go for it.

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by Anonymous on Oct 10, 2014 at 3:04 AM

I'm not a very judgmental person, and I don't much care for traditional morals. I think religion is a big lie, so I try not to let its poison influence my thinking. I have to agree with you that the U.S. is a nation of repressed people, but I cannot for the life of me understand how sexual attraction to toddlers can be considered normal and harmless. I'm sorry! I don't have a lot of trouble with kids as young as say 12, being sexually involved with adults. I'm not completely comfortable with that, but I could live with it. Anything younger than that is just fucked up! You can convince yourself that you are doing no harm, but I don't think that is true. 3 year olds? 5 year olds? Come on! Not normal!

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by Anonymous on Oct 10, 2014 at 6:21 PM

I seriously doubt this story is true. It seems a bit much. That being said...

I was very young when I became interested in sex. This would be because of this friend of my stepfather had who introduced me to it. Sometimes when he was at the house he would expose himself to me and I was fascinated. Mom and stepdad had no idea and I wasn't going to tell. I knew they wouldn't like it, but I was just so transfixed by that thing that he took out of his pants.

He was the father of my best friend, and sometimes I stayed over night at her house. That was how he first let me touch it. I'd got up for a drink of water though really I was just kind of hoping to run into him. He was sitting up watching tv and I sat down there with him. He pulled it out like he always did and I asked if I could touch it. He said I could, but only if I didn't tell anyone. So I played with it and liked how it got all hard. I ended up getting nervous though and ran back to my friend's room. I couldn't stop thinking about it though. I was like, ten maybe.

Time passed, stuff happened. I read a lot about sex and got even more obsessed. One of those times we ended up alone I asked him about masturbation. He asked if I'd like to see him do it, and I said that I did. So he jerked off while I watched and I'll never forget how I felt. All scared and turned on all at once.

This kept going on for a while and things escalated. First I just watched. Then he started to cum on me. Then he taught me how to give a handjob. I was about twelve the first time I sucked his dick. I never told anyone because I liked it too much.

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by Anonymous on Oct 19, 2014 at 7:47 AM

Seem like a rambling fantasy to me ! It has the feel of lacking a real situation !

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by Anonymous on Nov 16, 2014 at 1:00 AM

This guy keeps talking about Europe, as if it was one country. The child m****tation laws are very stringent across the EU and you'd be looking at a long time in prison if you were convicted of this. "If a 54 year old man was fucking a 5 year old girl on his front porch and a cop came along and the girl was giggling or otherwise indicating she was enjoying herself, he would not have done anything..." Nonsense.

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by Anonymous on Feb 10, 2018 at 11:50 PM

I have no idea which European country tolerates p***ophilia - it's certainly not the UK where I live - but I'm all in favour of so-called repressive laws that protect children from sick old people so they can grow up free from fear.

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